Wow, funny to think how I haven't updated my journal in life, forever isn't it? Well, I really just wanted to let you peeps know that I'm still alive and I love you all!

I'm over it.. yeah.. that's right.. over it. What it is.. I'm not saying -shakes head- just know that I'm over it. Now I'm going to go.. and get sleep that I need.. becuase I made sure to nap, so that I'd be wide awake to talk to someone, and well.. they were on.. I IM them.. they say they're busy.. they'll talk to me in a few.. they were doing ( Read more... )

Well, I said yesterday that I would elaborate on what happened, so I guess now's as good a time as any... altho I'm sure none of you want to hear it -laughs-

Let's just say that Anthony and I admitted that we still like each other.. it's just.. Ant's got a girl right now...

Wow.. last night was... confusing in the least bit. January and I drove down to Orlando to see Anthony, and ended up spending hella time with him, Estaban and Jamie shootin pool. Needless to say I'M the one who paid for the pool games.. and not the boys, but it was still fun to see them again ( Read more... )

January and I took the "new years resolution" quiz, and these were our results.. the first one is mine.. the 2nd one is hers...


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Why does life have to be so god damn cruel to me? Why can't it ever just be nice to me? I mean, when it gave me Madison for as long as it did, it was great, then shit happened, and Madi andI didn't talk for months, and we're just now starting to talk again, which makes me happy like you wouldn't believe. Madison was always the one I, well, ( Read more... )

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I updated.. did it not show up? I"m back.. give me all your lovin.. I command you!

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"Motivate me, I wanna get myself out of this bed... captivate me, I want good thoughts inside of my head. If I fall down, won't you come around, and pick me right up off the ground"

Life sucks. That's all there is to say about that. Too much drama goin on in the world today.. can't people just get the fuck along anymore? sheesh.

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