I wrote this for Shea ( Read more... )

I firmly believe my computer hates me. First my spacebar decides it doesn't want to work... then it mostly works again. I took it to Best Buy, and the Geek Squad dude poked at it a little bit and blew the dust out from under it and it's working okay again. BUT, I get it back here and start chatting with people, and my R button randomly doesn't work ( Read more... )

Still haven't responded to the other guy. I know I'd feel guilty if I let him come all the way up here just to hang out as friends, which I have a sneaking suspicion isn't the case here. And I'd feel guilty if I went on a date, 'cause I do like someone else right now and I kinda want to let that go where it will. I'm hoping things work well with ( Read more... )

There's this guy I knew in high school. I liked him, but it went nowhere 'cause he was a jerk. I no longer have any interest in him, and hadn't even thought about him in years. Well, a week or so ago, he friended me on MySpace and immediately starts commenting on things. Last night, after I got back from the Cellblock, I had another message from ( Read more... )

All the things I've felt and never shared.
All the times that she was lonely with me there.
Tears I wouldn't let fall from my eyes.
And how I let her go without a fight.

The reasons I'm alone, I know by heart.
But I don't wanna spend forever in the dark.
I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life.
If love ever gives me another try.

There's no ( Read more... )

Hey, wait, that's my lj... I nearly forgot I had one lol. MySpace got boring, so I came over here... and shall wreak havoc upon us all! Mwahahaha!! Just kidding. Perhaps the alcohol has affected my brain ( Read more... )

Of course, that's not counting today. Summer sucks big time and dealing with my idiot family sucks even more ( Read more... )

So, I tend to have the weirdest and freakiest dreams, and the really fun part is that they like to repeat themselves, as well as being extremely vivid. Ugh.

Last night, I didn't remember any of my dreams, but after Phil left this morning, I went to sleep and kinda wish I had just gotten my ass out of bed, because I had the worst dream EVER.

I'm not ( Read more... )

Why can't I stop caring that they apparently want to be assholes? I WANT to stop caring, I really do. I want to just let it all go and say fuck them like I did in high school. I don't want to feel like my friends really aren't my friends ( Read more... )

I am so tired of all this fucking bullshit ( Read more... )