Just got home from work. Brought work home to do. Should only take an hour. I hope. I'm still depressed. Although Sierra's post made me smile ( Read more... )

It hurts too much to even talk about right now. And not the good kind of hurt. I never knew he felt that way about me. Now I want to crawl under a rock and hide. Geez, I'm a loser. But I guess I knew that already ( Read more... )

What a day! Rush here, rush there, rush back! Do this, do that, file this, find that. AAARRRGGGHHH!!! Why couldn't I have been a trust-fund baby?!! Ah well, that's the way the world wags, right? But I do love my job. I really do. And I thrive on chaos. I'm just hoping I live thru it. Enough of work ( Read more... )

Ugh. I think that about says it all. Didn't sleep so well last night. Woke up in the middle of the night stressing. As usual. Horrorscope for today ( Read more... )

I hate when people do that. I get the point! Now stop. Talk about obsessive/compulsive behaviour. Annoyed.

Well, I just finished posting my story on SIN. G said I had to post an "essay" on the evils of sunburn but I didn't really write an essay. I wrote the story of the belt spanking I got from G for getting so burned (twice). I don't really like posting stuff that other people can see because I'm afraid I'll get hate PM's or worse, people will think ( Read more... )

So I decided to keep this journal to help me figure out all the crazy emotions I go thru. Like last night...invited to a party. *K* was having a sex toy party and invited a bunch of the girls from work and from her husband's work. Oh, and the lady who was the toy rep was someone that K and her husband met thru a swingers site and they ummm.... ( Read more... )