God... I was looking at Nicholas' old pictures from when he was first born. I miss him being so small, it went by so fast. I wish I could have taken more time to enjoy it... Although I suppose I'm going to think that no matter what, because I actually was a huge part of his life from birth until nine months of age. I was around him nearly 24/7 ( Read more... )

Wow. I have had a fantastic weekend and a really great Easter. ( My Easter )

Apparently, this will tell you how girly you are
Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!!

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I had a fucking awesome weekend. Perhaps the best part was at Denny's at like 4 in the morning. I got to play with real hand cuffs courtesy of Travis. He knew a cop that was there. Fucking awesome, that's all I'm going to say. ;)

Check out the BEFORE and AFTER pictures of me. The first one is about six months after I had Nick and the second is me now. In not even a year I was not only back to my old size but smaller. I'm so proud of myself.
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Well Nick and I are moved into our new place. It's so nice being on our own again. It's good for Nick and I. I feel like "Mommy" again. It's so nice. I made our first real meal tonight. Not that we haven't been eating, but it's all been simplistic meals. Tonight I made my own meal. It was chicken breast cut up in pieces, with some noodles ( Read more... )

You know what song Nick is singing now? ( Father Of Mine~Everclear )

I admit it. As excited as I am, I'm petrified. I going to be entirely on my own and I'm not even sure that I can really afford this place. I thought the state would help me out a lot more, but they won't. And the sad thing is the case worker had me believing that all I had to do was find a place and they would help me out all the way. ( Read more... )

So Dan didn't get Nick last week, because he didn't want to deal with his nose. He didn't get him this week (first because he was sick then when Nick was well enough before the weekend started, he didn't have gas money). And now he has informed me that he's not getting him this weekend because he has a poker game. ...Oh but he's a perfect ( Read more... )

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