I was sitting in class today day dreaming about Austin... haha, it was funny, I was formulating everything in my mind, putting together bits and peices of the things we talked about last night and in the days before. I can't stop smiling. :) yay! This is an awesome feeling!

Who would have guessed?!?! I'm really glad that things happened the way ( Read more... )

I spent most of the evening with this really awesome guy, Austin, and I'm still smiling the next morning. :) 
I feel this sense of freedom with my new situation. It hurt to let one thing go, but it's ending up being for the best. 

 It's funny how I revert back to the past so much. I dont quite know if it is funny, or more pathetic. In anycase, I'm reminded of the past with the present. I see so many things that broke my heart with Matthew repeating itself with Ryan. I suppose I am blessed to have gone through that so early because now I'm dealing with it a lot better. I ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated

Hey all... how is your day going??? Probably just starting huh? Well this morning I got up at 4:23 and waited for Ryan to get me and then we headed off to the best person in the world's house... do you know who I'm speaking of??? CAT OF COURSE!!! hehe... I love her to death!!! She's like a sister to me and for that I'm so thankful... anyways, we ( Read more... )

Brendan graduated!

yeah well havn't written in here in a while and it's almost 2 today so I Thought I'd write about what's been going on ( Read more... )

I miss Cat!

Hey all ( Read more... )

Hey all! Sorry I was such a spoil sport on Saturday Night! I was all emotional and crap and said a buncha stuff I shouldn't... simply because I was wrapped up in not feeling too great. Ryan and I had a good talk though that made me feel a lot better since I got a heck load of stuff off my chest. I saw Michelle putting up posters on Tuesday... Go ( Read more... )