a lot of shit has happened in the past few days, i dont even know how to describle it it either makes me angry or makes me question why are people so fuckin selfish. as i say i always understand myself and will never explain my entries to anyone, i just dont understand why people love to make fools of them selves or kiss ass after theyve been ( Read more... )

today was basically my last really work /attendence day at school. i dont know why everyone is so excited about leaving high school im not!!! doesnt anyone realize its only gonna get harder after this?. its retarded how people think they suffered in high school, me, i wanna go back if only for a day and show my appreciation for all the peolple i ( Read more... )

lapeach misses mr. blue eyes...hmmmm

today i get to work on ms songs project and lord knows i want to finish it. i hope i do shes the only one im worried about failing me. but i thin shell be nice enough to just give me a D she can fail me right?!! before we had this problem i had a C i hope shes like no i gonna fail you!! bitch she better not!! ill raise some more hell. anyway today ( Read more... )

my friends have requested juicey details about what happend on friday because i guess its some what of a big deal since i never ever get any well, guess what guys i did finally!!and here it goes ( Read more... )

yesterday i told off ms song it felt good...so she apparently told the entire office that im a monster!! bitch who the fuck does she think she is? well im really stressed i have so many projects to do for finals week. but im running out of time to write all the shit i have to say so ill write later...

i miss jonathon already...:(

i think im beyond pissed at this point, so miss song wants to meet my son of a bitch mom! because she always cared and protected me!!! god fuckin dammit what the fuck is this fuckin world coming to. im gonna fuckin tell mis song off tomorrow like ive never told off anyone in my entire life!! im gonna tell her shes a bitch and then hopefully get ( Read more... )

yesterday was so cool!! i had so much fun i waset home the entire day!! then i went to jons house not just me but,everyone then we went to a carnival it was so cool!!!. this entire day has been filled with romatic flash backs of me and jon. sounds so cheesy but it feels good to feel loved, i couldnt imagin a better person to be a slut and a dork ( Read more... )

yesterday my mother didnt scream. yesterday my sister wasent a bitch. yesterday i went the gym. yesterday i laughed with my best friends. yesterday i talked to jon and it was good...: )in other words my day wasent bad except for some guy named josh that made me feel bad.:(. my bills are slowly diminshing and talking to johnny boy makes me feel ( Read more... )

yesterday i had a conversation with my mother about the fact that she doesnt trust me, i asked her crying and heart broken why the fuck she was such a bitch!! how the fuck could i tell the parents that where never there for me to fuck off? how should i tell them that i dont want to be apart of them i dont want there help i want to be on my own. my ( Read more... )