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k so yesterday (thursday) kellie (my roomie) found out that she got RA! which means that i am the RA's roomate! i am sooo excited! we are living in Bowles and it is going to be super cool! i am in a very interesting mood...PTL for kellie (thats praise the lord for all of you who are not spiritual..haha) she is the perfect roomie for me...roomates ( Read more... )

will i ever be satisfied with anyone? is it too much to ask to be loved so much that i am the first thing on his mind, the last when he goes to sleep? my klutzyness is something he looks forward to, and my snort the cutest thing ever. my weakness his strength, my fears his triumphs. my heart, his heart both in love with the same savior, and the ( Read more... )

so im sitting here with kellie and caleb listening to rap and NOT doing my paper...i havnt written on this thing for awhile so i thought i would....i got nothing to say though....so tonight i was talking to caleb and he said, "did you meet him at curves?" i was like "caleb, curves is for women!"

life is so confusing. every turn is SO different from the last. ive been thinking alot about what is important to me. so far this christmas break, i have been hanging out with my family alot. i am realizing how amazing it is to have people like them in my life. what would i do without them? my brother is the most awesome person ever! i am so ( Read more... )

k..so its finals, and i am having the time of my life attempting to study. i cant focus on anything. my mind is elsewhere, but i dont feel like telling anyone where. i dont think anyone will understand. well anywho, so finals, tomarrow! dangit! i am waking up at friggin 6am to study! then i have work at 3pm..poop! i cant wait till it is christmas ( Read more... )

i think it is delightful that since i have both livejournal and myspace, i am now proceeding to type my second journal entry of thenight. so tonight i saw bridget jones' diary 2. it was so so so funny. i loved it! but it made me want a boyfriend, and for some odd reason to say f*** with a british accent because it sounds so cool. anywho, i went ( Read more... )

sometimes, you just get in these moods...unexplainably..and uncontrollably. i am sad and frustrated. i want to get married and move to africa, or mexico or antartica! i want to only serve God, and love others. i of course cant do this at this time in my life...unprepared, and unfaithful to God, i am in this constant cycle of letting God down then ( Read more... )

so it has been awhile since i updated my lj, so i thought it was time. So much has been going on in my life this year.I am wrestling with God over so much stuff, and things seem to go wrong all at the same time. But i know he is faithful. Guys are stupid, that is what i decided. well, i guess that is what i decided yet again. i constantly have to ( Read more... )

in the midst of rough times, God totally moves. i had lunch with cat today, and God totally used her to speak to me. there is so much on my mind, and in my heart. but it is just evidence that God is moving and preparing me for something bigger. the things that i want with all of my heart are nothing compared to Gods plans, because his are so much ( Read more... )