I think I snapped at Joe today.Why? Probably because I was still hurt that he didn't hang out with me like he was supposed to last night.He was gonna go into work for a bit,and then come over and watch a dvd.Both of these things did not happen. I asked him why hi didn't at least call me and say he didn't want to hang out or whatever.The best and ( Read more... )

I wonder, do you still think of her? In a loving way? I didn't get to talk to much last night. You fell asleep, and I could not bring myself to wake you. So I sat there watching t.v. and thinking. I wanted to ask you some questions, but I decided against it. I think that was for the best.

I was supposed to make two cakes yesterday, but I was too tired so I opted for today since I don't really have anything to do. I got to see "Dead Silence" last night with Joe. The movie is not going to win any awards,but I liked it none the less. I told Joe it would have scared me when I was little. I used to collect porcelain dolls,and after ( Read more... )

I read your LJ.Now I'm numb.

This is day Five,and there's still nothing. I'm not going to force it,I'll just give up.Just sit and stare at the wall,that's staring blankly back at me.They sit and whisper "He's planning something".Let it be something.I'll just ignore them and finish they day on my own. I hear that song that you seem to love so well, but I've heard it's lyrics ( Read more... )

You've been so busy lately. So I guess it's only natural that you forgot about my birthday, right? Still, a simple card would have been nice. I wouldn't have minded. It would have showed that you cared, or that at least you remembered. It's ok. It was a shitty birthday anyways. You were just busy, that's all, and you couldn't help it. Happy ( Read more... )

I wanted to tell you that when you asked me what I was thinking. I wanted you to stay,but you can not.I was so happy just hanging out with you.I used to feel that way once. I used to have alot of things.I used to,yeah, I used to. Chris embarassed me so much yesterday.She asked if it was serious,and all I could say was that we'll just have to wait ( Read more... )

I always do this.I type entry,well,no, actually I'll just put up some quiz,and then run off for a month or two without posting again. Shame on me.Anyways,(see,I'm ignoring the fact that I haven't updated in forever) things have been going uber super good for me.Joe and I are still dating. I hate that form of grammar,it's correct,but it annoys me. ( Read more... )

So life has been really good to me lately.So good,that I haven't posted on here in forever except with the occasional quiz/survey,which people seem to just roll their eyes at while I laugh my ass off. It's Feb. and the jewelry stores are really starting to beef up their advertisements. Which, in my opinion,yeah I did actually watch them from time ( Read more... )

My weekend has been pretty good.Today was ok too.I decided to finish cooking the rest of the lamb.I made some last night,and it was really good.So,as I was cooking it and minding my own business,and my bro comes up and asks if I have put butter in the pan?I told him no,and then asked him why? He proceeded to tell me that it would stick to the pan, ( Read more... )