In August, I got my first adult felony conviction. I ended up in 3 different jails doing a 41 day sentence for PCS (possession of heroin) and also non compliance for some misdemeanor stuff. Well on Nov. 12 I got arrested again. But this time it's serious. I'm being charged with Robbery in the 2nd degree(class B felony and also a violent crime) and ( Read more... )

I knew Bush was going to win. Hopefully the revolution will come soon ( Read more... )

I'll start this off by quoting Jack Kerouac ( Read more... )

ok so I guess I need to write more. I'm not strung out at least for the moment. I fucked off all of my responsibilitys. school, housing, love, life. yeah I'm fucked. and I'll probably get strung out again if I don't leave town soon. but I'm doing ok. really I am. I feel as if I'm where I need to be in my life and that makes it all ok. it really ( Read more... )

Today is day 5 of my sobriety. 5 days clean off heroin. not so easy to do. my anxiety still is really bothering me. don't get me wrong, I don't think I can stay clean. but I sure will try my hardest. I need to leave olympia. all I know here is drugs. expessially heroin. my heroin. my one true love. I still think of it non stop. I mean non stop. ( Read more... )

last week I had the flu, really, really, bad. now I have just this cough. I wonder often if anyone reads my livejournals anymore. I wonder if Aradia or Annie or any of my other dyke moms miss me. I miss them. I wasn't ready to take the world on my own. I want my moms back! Back so they can make me soup when I'm sick and to hold me when I cry and to ( Read more... )

my soul broke. one day all the bad things in my life attacked me at once and broke my soul. yeah. in the last year everything good and horrible has happened and I feel like alot of it happened to me. then one day, one too many negative things snuck into my head and then flowed down to my heart. my heart couldn't handle it. that was the hardest ( Read more... )

Lying on my plastic bed ( Read more... )

so it's been a long time since I've posted. hmm ok so this is what has happened ( Read more... )

no matter how shitty my life seems it will always get better. sitting here drinking ale and thinking of the possibilities of the next 6 months brings a smile to my face. in the pit of my dispare a light hits and a new beggining starts. I've got a job. I've got a truck comming. I've got a future starting soon. not that I didn't already have one. ( Read more... )