so today I moved out to Muskegon to start my internship. I got all settled into my new home and met my first roomate. She is very nice and everything on that side of the move is ok. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I am so nervous to start tomorrow. I have no clue why they hired me, I don't know what I'm doing! Um I'm pretty sure I said ( Read more... )

So this week I returned home for the summer. I thought I would be happy but instead I am super upset. I don't know how this happened but I managed to find the perfect guy at U of M. He is so great and I am going to miss him over the summer. I'm actually upset about going home because he lives in PA and I wont be seeing him for 4 months. Wow I've ( Read more... )

um so yeah...U OF M ROCKS!

I killed CALC 2!

ummm yup thats basically all thats happened...

I lie but way to much to write down in this!

well I'm by myself right now for the first time in a long time which has got my mind running. As I was watching Laguna Beach reruns it hit me that I was going to college. Then for some reason I started to cry. Dont ask me why because I don't know. I think its mostly because of my friends. I love you guys so much and we are all separating now. For ( Read more... )

alright so I thought I was in for a happy post today but then things went sour. Right now I just feel like I have no one to talk to about my problems. I start to get excited when I think about college and how it will be a new beginning. No one will know me and I can start over and maybe be happier. I see some of my friends and/or old friends are ( Read more... )

I hate her yet shes my friend ( Read more... )

life right now is stressful. I'm happy though ( Read more... )

I feel that it is always cold in my house ( Read more... )

I dreamt about it again last night. Its scary. It put me to bed crying. Crying I said and I hardly know you. I'd consider us friends, but I guess not really. Because friends don't let other friends harm themselves. Which is what you're doing. I hope you realize that. And whatever the motive, its not worth it. Its not worth it. I promise you. I wish ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish my nickname wasn't friend. That I could just be super mean when I need to be. Like someone can totally insult me and I'll just sit there and be cool about it. I don't understand. Is that my personality? Super laid back? I don't think thats good. Its funny how I cry about little things and then don't even mind the bigger ones ( Read more... )