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[----All I wanted to do was collapse in someone's arms and cry today...but there wasn't anyone there to catch me."I can't decide what would hurt the most, leaving him, or watching him just walk away with out a fight when i told him...I need him to tell me I was wrong, and we were meant to be together...but he will just turn and walk away like it ( Read more... )

God! Life is so stupid right now. I was able to see "him" yesterday. Only for about 30 minutes because he had to work. I drove down to Sullivan yesterday morning to drop off my applications at some jobs. I need a job so bad. So when I was done dropping my apps off in Sullivan I stopped back in Famerburg to see if I could find "him." He was on main ( Read more... )

im better today. i was able to see him today a couple of times. yesterday i started crying when cole came to drop off chloe for the week and i think it's because everyone has been emailing me and calling me telling me about how they always see cole and ashley holding hands and kissing all the time and it pisses me off because i mean she was ( Read more... )

i hate my life so much right now...shit totally sucks. i have been back at my mom and dads now for about 3 weeks and i hate every minute of it. i still don't have my car fixed. its been broke since december!!!!!! GGRRRRRRRRR i just want to SCREAM. and i feel like no one knows what i am going through. everytime i turn around one of my friends is ( Read more... )

well so far things are going ok i think with me and cole being split up. except for the fact that the last few nights i will actually be in farmersburg just messin around and my SUPPOSED BEST FRIEND is over at his house. so whatever i just think that is so shitty of her because she is supposed to be my best friend and then 4 days after cole and i ( Read more... )

i've been doin some serious re-arranging on my website my journal and my profile...since cole and i arent together anymore i wanted to take everything off there about him. now that i live with my 'rents again hopefully i can get on here and write more often. ...hopefully... lol i really need to hook the scanner up and scan some new pix of me and ( Read more... )

geez. i can't believe it's been since october since i've been online to update my journal. sorry for the delay guys. there are prolly a lot of you that are going to email me and want me to take you off my list of friends cause i havent been on here in so long to comment on ya'lls journals. im sorry for that. its ok though. life goes on. well the ( Read more... )

hey guys its adriene. i just wanted to let everyone know that i will not be using my IcowboyloverI screen name anymore. i will still have IheartrbrokenI though. so if anyone ever needs to reach me I will still be using that screen name ( Read more... )