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[lilrock]

"Do I contradict myself? Very well, I contradict myself! . . . I am large, I contain multitudes

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And I will comment

[amberchan]

Am I holding you back from living and learning in your life? NO...don't make it seem like I or anybody else is cause we're not and why you think that is all in your head

Re: And I will comment

[lilrock]

Wow. um. wow. You try to fight me about saying I'm 18. I say that to point out I think I'm immature

Re: And I will comment

[lilrock]

and as far as the thing about scott and jamie, the whole getting back thing, I have never denied it. In fact, jamie and scott both know this. and my big explanation means nothing? so what is my underlying meaning? I really don't know what you are talking about here and am curious, so what is it I'm really trying to say amber?

Re: And I will comment

[amberchan]

And I never said I had a bad day from you talkin about him...it was just a good day IF you didn't

god damn...I refuse to talk about this stupid bullshit any longer cause that's all everything ever is...I'm gonna forget and you forget...but could you do me one fuckin favor?! and stop talkin down to me with your "so what is it I'm really trying to say amber?" and "I'm glad you have me figured out amber" (key word is amber in case you didn't catch that and people do that when they try to talk down to people and talk to them like they're fuckin 2)...I think I know my name by now...thanks

[maililaydencore]

hey chelly. i know thatwe dont really talk but every now and then we post comments with each other. i just wanted to say that i understand what you mean about just kinda wanting a place to write all your thoughts out and no one have any reaction to them, because to you they are just thoughts that need to be sorted or something. but like i told myself, if i dont want anyone to have any "reaction" to what im writing, then i should stick to something a little more private. im not saying that you should though, bc you should do whatever you feel is right for YOU not for THEM. dont worry what others have to say about you bc everyone has an opinion about everybody and how they do things. i think thats pretty natural.
but i just wanted to say that i understand what you are saying and i agree with you.
i hope everything goes ok with you and everyone.
~maile

[lilrock]

Thank you maile. Maybe I should just do that. I just assume sometimes that it's like noone else reads what I write ya know? that is just for me. I get lossed in the moment sometimes, even though I know perfectly well everyone reads what I write. I think I just assume everyone believes that they are just thoughts when I can't get out what I want to say and I change my mind every other sentance, and I shouldn't assume cause people don't really know the way I think. I think things will be ok with me and everyone, maybe I just won't share as much or something because I don't want people getting the wrong idea's and more than one person has seem to get the wrong idea here. Ah well, agree to disagree right?
Thanks girl

[maililaydencore]

definately, agree to disagree. and i know what its like to start writing in here and getting lost in the moment and then thinking that you are the only one that really reads it, even though we know that other people do. we just dont expect the comments sometimes. its just jumbled thoughts that you need to write down so you can release some and nothing should be wrong with that.and yeah, ive learned not to share as much with everyone for the same reasons as you might. so when all else fails, you got to agree to disagree.
and no problem girl, anytime

damn annoying

[amberchan]

you always feel the need to put in your two sense don't you when I'm having a problem with one of my friends...how annoying...is it because of the problems we never seem to rid ourselves of? hmmm...yeah probably