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Yesterday was my baby Isaiah's birthday!! He just turned 1 and I just couldn't believe that he was one already! I was going to write about this yesterday, but I had other things on my mind as you can tell, and I am trying to write about happy things to take my mind of the other things I don't want to be thinking about. So with that said, I'll tell ( Read more... )

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Alright...so things didn't work out with anyone and their dates to go to Hawaii, so I won't be leaving or I would've already been gone. So new dates are on Monday October 25-30 or November 7-21. The thing is that my Anties funeral is on the 29th and the viewing starts at 10am-3pm and the burial is at 3pm. I have to be back for Halloween because I ( Read more... )

Amber I want to call you up right now and just cry. It's hard for me write this and not cry. I need your shoulder, you can have mine. I need your hug, you can have mine. I can't type so much bc it will wake Corey up...but who fucking cares??? I'm mad, I'm happy, I'm sad, I need to cry. I need to something so I can make these feelings disappear...I' ( Read more... )

I have so much to write but I just can't compell myself to do it. I just wanted to let you guys know that my Great Antie Margret died yesterday evening (hawaii time). I won't tell how I feel right now but you can probably tell. Things just get worse as my other Antie had to go back home and tell Antie Margrets sister (my other Great Antie) Antie ( Read more... )

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I told myself early this morning, at 4:30am (because I was out with Amber and Becky) that I am going to be a brand new person...forget about the past and those feelings, anger isn't an option, self matters, be happy (with who I am, body, soul ( Read more... )

WOW...I have so much to say but I don't know where to start. That's nothing new to you guys but it always feels new to me ( Read more... )