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[lilrock]

The past day or so, I have just felt weird. Kinda alone ish. I know I'm not, like I really know I'm not. But I wanna cry. Like I just feel like I'd feel better. And yet, the tears just aren't coming

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[maililaydencore]

at moments like these, sleep is the only thing that can cure them. when you cant let go of any tears, just shut your eyes and youll feel tons better. but i am glad that you went back and told him the truth, although i dont know many girls that would do that!haha but i just wanted to say that things will get better for you, youll see:)

[lilrock]

I know seriously! I just need to get a schedule going, cause I get distracted, and then I don't want to sleep, when that's what my body needs caue it is always going!

I couldn't help it, haha, my conscious got the best of me. I have felt like I have been lying lately, and I just need to go to confession!

Oh I know they will. In all honesty, everything is fine. It's just me adjusting to living back at college again. being on my own. Not having all your best friends there to help you if you need it. Not getting to talk to people that know you so well. Everything will be better, I know it! Thanks girl :-D

[amberchan]

I feel you about the class thing...I don't want to take history and it's gonna be A LOT of reading and work..but I gotta do it...don't worry girl..just suck up that class this semester and you'll be done:) or you can take it in the summer at NOVA...we could go up to school together because I either want to continue Spanish over the summer or start up French

[amberchan]

as bad at it sounds though...being high helps you to look at life in a way you could never before...it gives me a sense of clarity and it actually helps me with my problems...it's a sense of release for me...too bad you weren't here...we could smoke up together :)

[lilrock]

haha, you are supposed to come visit me for that! I would 1. never do that on my own cause I don't know the right ways to do any of that stuff, 2. never do it with the people here because though I know them, I don't know if I trust them enough to do it with them if that makes sense. I don't mind doing it every now and then, just got to be smart about it, especially since I have a record here at this school. So maybe when I come home next? we'll release together

[amberchan]

HAHA...HAHA...yeah...we must release together...and sing...for real! I miss singin with yah!:) and yah know...we should drink together too...cause yah know...it's probably just the company:)