As you all probably know, the "accident" with cory was a joke. Unfortunately, it took me way too long to realize that it was ( Read more... )

I think I have learned to be more introverted in life, to not concern others with problems, and maybe that's why I don't write in here that much. Anything I share, most of you know, and I don't obsess over the drama as much as I always feel I do. I know the drama in my life, and writing it down just doesn't make it go away. It used to be the ( Read more... )

Ok, I guess I have kind of a lot to update since I haven't written here in a while ( Read more... )

I have been auditioning for a play called "the Blue Room". It's really raunchy, and really entertaining. I got called back for 2 parts, a model, and a prostitute, and I do have a good feeling about it. I'm happy I have some sort of creative exploration going on. Tonight I'm dding for the girls, going to a hockey game, should be fun. I was ( Read more... )

In a strange way, I feel better and worse about opening up how I've been feeling. I feel relieved cause I think I'll be much more happier once I figure things out, but hurting at the same time cause my family is really upset that I've been upset and haven't told them a lot of things ( Read more... )

For the past year I have been battling depression. Now, the honest truth is that the reason I put a lot on my relationships are because they are my crutch to forget and never deal with it. But the reality is it has nothing to do with anyone else but me. I am unhappy with who I am, where I am, how I treat people, and how they treat me. I don't ( Read more... )

ok, here's an update on my life ( Read more... )

Hopefully soon the tears will stop falling. . . .

Things aren't the greatest right now. . . I feel a lot that my relationships with people around me consist of me always willing to do things for them that they'd never consider doing for me. . . I realize that with most of my relationships. . . . And I realize that I'm pretty lonely, funny how I have a bf and I'm lonely. I want to hang out with my ( Read more... )

I thought you guys would really enjoy this, it spoke to me so much

( The boys who fought in Nam )