okay i feel like i am getting sick again. this baby has taken my immune system and crashed it into a million pieces. i am so very tires of catching colds and everything else anyone that i come into contact with has to offer. i have pretty much decided that it will never be november. sorry everyone but no thanksgiving and definatly no christmas. its ( Read more... )

me and cal had been thinking about banking the baby's umbilical cord blood. i was searching trying to find out more about it and trying to figure out where to store it when i came across the rules. no tattos within the last year. i so suck majorly. i dont think that is fair either. so our quest to bank the baby's cord blood is now out of the ( Read more... )

we went to the races last night. they got started late so we got home extremely late. i worked the concession stand again and once again my toes looked like sausages. i think i wont be working in there anymore i dont need to be on my feet so much. anyway my friend that tried to od got out of the hospital yesterday. and guess where she was last ( Read more... )

well carl wrecked charity's mustang last night. he re-ended a dump truck who was going down eighty two at ninethirty with no lights on. so it really wasnt his fault. he had the baby and cole(william's son) with him. luckily the baby was in the back seat, carl never makes him wear a seat belt. but he was fine. it didnt seem to bother him at all. ( Read more... )

i am very sad today. i just talked to charity and she was telling me about his girl that we both know trying to commit suicide. it would not be that bad but she is pregnant. she is due the same time that i am. i understand that she is sad and does not have a home or boyfriend/husband, but my God what was she thinking. i cant say that she is a good ( Read more... )

just got back from aunt steph's. me her and mik played chicken foot all afternoon. i was depressed cause mik posted that she was depressed, so i went to talk to aunt steph bout it. i always feel better about things that are bothering me just by talking to aunt steph bout them. she is really a great listener. we came to the same conclusion, nothing ( Read more... )

i have been having horrible back pains. everyone just keeps saying "thats just a part of being pregnant". well they suck. i am sure that somehow i can get some kind of relief from this pain. its hard to even bend over. on the bright side of it i dont have to work or anything so i cam just lay around and be lazy with my pains.

okay i just left the doc and i am very depressed. first i have gained an additional eight pounds. now i am a fat 140 pounds. and to top it off he changed my due date to november 28. so i have to carry this booger an extra week. i was so happy to be 21 weeks. so now i am only 20 weeks. oh well, he is gonna come whenever he gets ready anyway. i go ( Read more... )

well i go to the doc tomorrow. this is what i look forward to every month. i love listening to the baby's heartbeat. i dont think that i could ever get enough of that. but other than hearing his heartbeat there isnt anything else that the doc does. he justs listens, says that sounds good, asks for questions, and sends me on my way. docs have it so ( Read more... )

the closer november gets here the more excited i am getting. it still doesnt seem like i am pregnant. i keep waiting to wake up from this dream. but everytime he moves it makes it a little more real. with every kick i love him more and more. i just wish that cal could experience everything what i am experiencing. i think he kind of feels left out. ( Read more... )