IT'S A BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and he is perfect. he weighs about 3 quarters of a pound.

i am still sick. i figured that i would be over it by now but thats not the way my luck goes. i can not wait until friday. calvin and i are both very excited to find out what we are having. i still think its a boy but i could be wrong. i might get my little girl afterall. i know i will be happy either way. when we first told his parents i was ( Read more... )

i am still sick. i feel more like crap than i did before. and to top it off calvin's family had a family reunion today that i had to attend. i like some of his family but not all of them. i feel really out of place when it comes to his dad's side. i have never felt like they except me or even like me. so i left there early and went to the one place ( Read more... )

i feel alot better today. still sick but better than before. a friend gave me some baby cloths when i first found out i was pregnant. i finally got a chance to go through them last night and discovered they were all 2T. i expected them to be infant cloths. i just put them back in the bag and stuffed them in the closet. its time now that we started ( Read more... )

okay i have got a cold or the flu or something. ever since i have been pregnant i get sick alot. it is very aggravating. especially since there are very few things that i can take to get some relief. its a good thing that i have such a wonderful husband though. he rubbed vick's on me, put me to bed, and came back every few minutes to check on me. i ( Read more... )

as most of you know i am a regular at the nail shop. i love to get my nails done. so my nails are really my nails they just have that overlay on them to keep them from breaking. well, the other day i was trying to put an antenna thingy on my phone when it slipped and broke my nail. and i aint just talking broke, i am talking half my nail came off. ( Read more... )

nothing much happening today other than my back has been hurting so bad lately. i have done everything i can think of to make it feel better but nothing seems to work. i dont think that i am doing anything to hurt it. i think its just the weight that has been added to my stomach. oh well i am going to have to live with it ( Read more... )

i have been having trouble eating lately. i had gained six pounds since i have been pregnant but i have managed to lose three. i know the doc wont be happy bout that when i go for my next apointment but its really not my fault. everytime i sit down to eat i start to feel sick. last night we got picadilly's and as i was eating i started having those ( Read more... )

okay the search is on for a job. i have put in a few resumes. hopefully i will find something that i like ( Read more... )

i told charity that i was not going to keep the kids anymore. i plan on finding a job. i dont think that this is going to be the easiest thing to do. i looked a lil bit right after i lost my job but no one wants to hire a pregnant woman. they all suck ( Read more... )