ahhhh

i think i might not write to this damn thing anymore if my own friends critizie my thoughts.
i hate them.
i think i'll find new friends.

PEOPLE who wont make fun of me!

f**ing ciao

Sooo bored right now ( Read more... )

Kerry won the Cate school election.. blah ( Read more... )

ahhh can't take it. I feel so stressed out. Its never been like this. what the hell am i gonna do? I feel like at any time i could just break down and collapse. Maybe thats what i should do.
i need to go in a little corner for a day a cry my heart out.

I'm prolly not goin to the Halloween dance tonight. I kinda want to but I have soooo much freakin work to do. So most likely while everyone is dancing i will be working my ass off in the art loft. fun.

So glad this week is over. So much damn drama and stress. One of my friends just got kicked out because they found out she was "hurting herself" . I ( Read more... )

Havent written for a while. Been sooo busy. Cate takes over your life. I feel bad because i havent called my outside friends in forever. They prolly think i'm a bitch now, maybe i am. Junior year sucks big time. So many damn failures. What i thought I used to be good at I have now realized that I am really not. Everyday new dreams are being crushed ( Read more... )

yet again it has been proven to me that I suck at everything.
and yet again I am the only one left out.

y do i even try?

Today was a very busy and eventful day. First I had my v ball game which I was dreading because somehow my older bro. found out I had a game today and was goin to bring a camera and embarrass me. As usual. And he did. I got to play, i was sooo nervous and scared at first, but then I had to remind myself that it was just like practice and could do ( Read more... )

Havent written for a while. School does that to ya. damn school.

Tomorrow are the Rent auditions. Yay finally, cant wait. I really wanna get a dance part.

Speaking of dance, Olivia still hasnt told us whos made the dance team. Im pretty sure I didnt make it but its all good cause it will take up too much time anyways. Besides Gena and I will belly ( Read more... )

 Well came back from Hell yesterday (a.k.a Kern). i was so miserable. It was awful. After the first three hours of hiking on sunday I wanted to come back home. It was so freakin cold and I was annoyed at my pod leaders and some of my pod mates. This trip was a complete waste of time and alot of energy. I barely survived it. 42 miles of torture.we ( Read more... )