102 days and im feeling pretty good. little lonely, bit of skin hunger, but other than that, the void of alcohol has left me feeling .... ok, which is better than feeling bad. hope everyone is doing well :)

i think i have lost all emotion reguarding death since i started this job 2 years ago. yesterday, i went to go meet with a Consumer at NH to do an assessment and they died 8 minutes before I got there. What was the first thing I thought to myself? Well, I guess my quota will be down for the week. People around me who I know, or know through ( Read more... )

anyone ever had problems with not being able to eat? everytime i eat something, my stomach goes crazy and starts killing me, so in turn, i have lost my appetite. im lucky if i get half a meal a day in me. it's starting to take it's toll with getting mad tired and lightheaded. i don't think it's stress. i don't wanna go to the doctor's, cause ( Read more... )

does anyone know of a reputable dog sitter or boarding place? I need to find a home for Rosco for one week, Sat to Sat. Anyone had good past experiences with a place or someone??? Thanks!

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Our show at the dive has been canceled for tomorrow, as some of you may have already heard, the dive is closed temporarily. the event is relocated, if you plan on attending, please let me know and i will get you the address. tomorrow night should be a lot of fun and i hope to see everyone there!

i figured i would post it in case anyone else wanted to take a trip down memory lane.

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half empty beer cans start to pile up, i cant make anymore room, i should just throw them away. cigarettes mostly make it into the ashtray, not gonna lie, there's ash everywhere. need to clean the frog tank, need to pay bills, need to find money to pay bills, need to clean my porch and take out the trash, need to get a bed, need to get my ass off ( Read more... )

BBQ is still on! It's beautiful today, come out and enjoy the weather with some food and fun. Don't forget, anyone who wants to play softball, we are gonna play around 4. If not enough people show up, I'm sure we will find another fun game to play outside. See everyone later!

3 hour phone conversations make me happy ... and less scared. thank you, from the bottom of my heart :) right now, i feel full.