It's just been a rough past few months. I feel as if I'm going no where and not accomplishing anything. I need something new in my life but not sure where to find this or how to accomplish this.

I feel lost. Lost in my own world. Things are pushing me farther away from where i should or want to be.

This is a new update which is a first in a looongg time. i cant believe some of the things i have written on this. Now that i look at it thought its kind of nice to have that space to write what you want and not get criticized by everyone like you would on facebook for example ( Read more... )

It's hard to believe its October already and in this past year I've been through 5 friends' funerals. Its definately not the easiest thing. i'm glad to hear austin to doing better, but really, i cant believe how this year has turned out ( Read more... )

how is it things get complicated when they are almost just right??

me and the guy i dated for six months are over.. not really sure where things are going right now. just trying to get my life picked back up inbetween being really extremely sick, school, dance, work and everything else. love is there and will always be a place in my heart, but i guess i try to think of it as a growing opportunity? maybe not? as ( Read more... )

is it possible to love someone with everything you have, such as not go an hour without seeing them or talking/texting them, let alone them telling you they love you every day multiple times a day? but then on the other hand... dont know if they want the relationship? even though they've said there is no one else they could be with or share any ( Read more... )

have you ever been in a relationship where it seems like everything is going great? even though everything is too good its as if its too perfect? like you get everything you want and have thee nicest boyfriend but somehow thats not what you want.. you dont want all the attention and dont want it to be perfect cause you knows thats not possible? so ( Read more... )

this is one of those times where im glad that i still have this so i can write. cause not many people even get on this anymore but i really could care less ( Read more... )

i totally forgot i even had one of these things. this is more like soemthing you can write to yourself, to get things out. which god knows im horrible with expressing my feelings and all that. so i guess i could write them maybe? whatever it takes right? i know like nobody reads these but oo well i think i like it better that way ( Read more... )