Okay I guess I will just sit here in my room all day watching Lifetime and wishing for a better life. I pray for it every night. I just wish there was a secret to learn how to deal with everyday life. You know when I was 15, I prayed every night that I could hurry up and turn 16 so I could drive and never stay home. Then I didnt get a vehicle. So I ( Read more... )

I dont even know why I try anymore. Today was crappy. TIRED all freaking day. School, work, home seems to be my life. If I do get out of the house I get curfews like 9:00. I swear it seems as if my drama never ends ( Read more... )

Yeah I am awake. It's 7:10 am. First day back to school today. I already miss being on vacation. I dont even want to go back to schoOL. But I gueess I have to. I bought a new shirt yesterday at Wal*Mart, its really cute. Hot Pink. I wish I could be back in Louisiana. But I only have 4 months and 10 days left. I can do this. I am probably going to ( Read more... )

I am in Louisiana right now. I got here yesterday at around 5. We went to go eat out last night as a family. And we brought my truck, dad's truck...the two four-wheelers and OURSELVEs. AnyWay. We are going by my aunt sandra's tonight to PArTAy, pop fire-works...and ride 4-WheELeRs. I aint going over there for a lil bit though cuz I am chilling with ( Read more... )

The first Christmas present I got this year was a ring from a very close friend who lives in Chipley. His name is Bo. He bought me a sort of friendship ring. Then yesterday I came home from work and saw two four-wheelers sitting in the yard. So I am thinking what the hell? Who is here on two four wheelers? So I walked inside and I started looking ( Read more... )

I was going to sit down here tonight and pour out everything inside and put it into words, but I'm exhausted. I can't think of a better time to go to sleep than now ( Read more... )

What was I supposed to do? I feel like shit. I have a kidney infection, fluid behind my ears, and a migraine that will not go away. Life sucks. Guys suck. I hate living in Bonifay, wWHATS NEW? I miss Durell Marshall more than anything right now. Works..work. Schools..school ( Read more... )

I am at Jessi's. Hahnville lost last night :(. Christmas Ball is next Saturday so we are about to go shopping with my mom for an outfit. Next Saturday is going to be so busy. I have to wake up and drive to Defuniak SPrings to take the ACT at 8. Then I have to be back in Bonifay at 1:30 to get my hair done. Then I have to be at Mrs. Nikki's house, a ( Read more... )

I didnt go to Louisiana this past weekend. NOPE. Instead I had to stay home, but me and Jessi had tons of fun. I enjoyed catching up with her like the good ole days. I bought two new shirts today. Momma told me I didnt have to pay my insurance again until January. That is a BIG relief. I brought Kendra home today, to where she now lives in ( Read more... )

Yep. So me and Dex are talking again. Thank God. I would much rather him be my best friend as he is now than not have him in my life at all. Today is Turkey Day or better known as Thanksgiving. LoL. I am just happy because I didnt have to work today or tomorrow. I am going to Louisiana tomorrow. I will most likely spend the whole weekend but my mom ( Read more... )