just got home from dylans and the beach

and the title is true- they're chapped cuz i didn't use any chapstick all day- ew

well anyway...this weekend was kick ass

friday: no school (but retarded soccer) and then chris picked me up and we went to the kis kis party down at marning star beach and hotel.  they had rented 2 rooms to have a partizzle- it was ( Read more... )

bleh

thats how i feel

i havnt eaten all day and im not hungry and i feel weird

school was weird too- evrybody like disappeared today at luch and then all of a sudden it was the end of the day
i acually like these days....i had AP Psych 1st, then double period of PE (ugh), then spanish, then precalc, then lunch, then marine bio, then AP Endlish Language ( Read more... )

fuckin a

jesus christ

im so mad and frustrated and pissed off and annoyed at so many fuckin people right now- its not evn funny. and i could just fuckin flip a shit in a second.

there is so much fucking drama here- omg i hate it

i had to spend the day with a gril who i dont particulaly like (she thinks we're friends)
and then my mom was being gay and ( Read more... )

theres a dance tonight

im going but i duno if i want to/should

i think i might be one of those people that u see in the movies that just kinda stand off to one side while evryone else has all their fun
depressing.

i wanna go out tonight but i doubt if i will cuz evry1 prolly alreadt has plans or if they dont im not included in the plans they will make

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One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind that you're not so bad in other people's eyes ( Read more... )

soo... interesting weekend i might say...NOT

lets see....friday i stayed home and watched the US open which was actually kinda entertaining. thhen i called chris and he was going to the movies and then to this guy Wards house cuz ward was having a party so i asked my mom  if i could go and she said i could go to the movies but shed pick me up ( Read more... )

2 weeks of school : check

friends :  semi-check

car :  no check

enough partying:  no check

gahh i was gunna go to t he movies with chris and people tonight and then back to Ward's house and hes having a party thingy and  i sked my mom if i could go and she was like "no- but i'll pick u up after the movie" i was like- fuck no "why not?" and she pulled ( Read more... )

soooo....today was my first day of school.

whoop-de-fuckin-doo.

in other words...its sucked fat monkey balls.

hardly anyone was friendly...at all. yea people said "hi" and smiled but only like a max of 4 people actually talked to me or asked me something and such. no i don't expect every1 to just drop their friends and be like "ohh heyyyy whats ( Read more... )

i don't have my heart in nething anymore...

and no matter how hard i try- i can't put my heart into nething anymore

so much for hope

so i woke up at fucking 9:10

no i take that back...i never went to sleep.
     lets count the reasons why:
-cartoons were blaring all night.
-the worst snoring i've ever heard ALL night and i didn't have a chance to go to sleep before they started.
-i pretty much slept of the hard floor.
-absolutley NO pillow which sucked.
-cartoons started up i don't ( Read more... )