Do I move or do I stay..omg i honestly hate this i hate not knowing wat to do or wat to think or wat to say..AAHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

Life gets harder every fucking day! :(

Single ready to be partying it up and living life my way..Spring Break is going to be the best yet..just watch me..ur going to regret letting me go..I could have been ur best kept secret ( Read more... )

Well I'm single and loving every min. of it I know random I was so happy with someone like 4 days ago or so but idk i kinda lost interest and it wasn't my fault i feel so different like I don't love her anymore but i do still care for her. it was just this whole thing with her was making stressed and i just wanted to be single and free and I need ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was a good day as I was saying before. I got to hold her and hug her and kiss her and tell her that I love her and vise versa. She's amazing. I couldn't have asked god for anyone better ( Read more... )

Today FINALLY has arrived..jeez i get to be in her arms today i get to hear her say "I love you" i get to see her face I get to tell her how much I love her and hold her and kiss her and know everything is ok...Today is going to be a good day even if it's just for 15-20 min. THANK THE LORD..I love CRYSTAL♥

I need her more than anything right now I just need her to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok between us..I need to hear her say "I love you" I miss her soo much♥

Tomorrow needs to come faster so I can be in her arms again and just hug and kiss her *sigh*

So finding out that ur best friend isn't coming back and ur plans for the future changed, finding out that you have an f in english, you need to have a meeting with the principal and ur mom about ur attendence(which is bullshit),not really hearing from the person you love all day, is all wayy too much for one fucking day! Not to mention that i don ( Read more... )

8 months ago the only thing i could feel was pain and horror and sadness and all i could do was cry and pray, pray to god that i could get over her and that i could find someone new and just move on from all the shit I was put through and it happened..I know I like to bitch about love and shit but it was before I realized how good love is when you ( Read more... )

So right back to square one! I didn't think i'd be back here but I am! Feels pretty shitty it feels like a bunch of knifes just stabbing me straight in the heart back and forth none stop! I hate falling in love I hate the words "I love you" honestly fuckers don't say it unless you mean it common fucking sense and all those of you who think ur happy ( Read more... )

Umm I haven't updated in a while! Life is well life!

Everything is perfect one min and then completely miserable the next!

God all I want is for her to call me and for everything to be normal..that's all I want pleaseee!