Aight, this is the last time I post on this one. I got a new username. So if you wanna keep reading what I have to say...look into the new journal. Enchntdeternity So yeah, that's my new one. I just needed a change, like always. It's time that I change my attitude and the way I feel. I'm always so down, and down on myself, n I shouldn't be. I dont know...it's ( Read more... )

So, someone asked me if I believe in fate and all that other good stuff. And seriously, I do. I do believe that there is someone out there for me somewhere, either waiting for me to find him, or waiting to find me. Seriously, there are just things that happen to me, that make me believe it. Like today, I was doing something, and I was in the DC ( Read more... )

Well, there isn't really much to post about...actually, there is a lot I could post about, but I'm not. It's as simple as that. I'm sitting here, freezing my ass off. It's sooooooo cold. So, we had a bit of drama in the chat last night...grrr..is all I'm gonna say. Broke me down again...I was crying...and...Summer and DJ helped me soooo much ( Read more... )

This is gonna be a hard one. First of all, my weekend, had it's lil ups, and BIG downs. Very shitty weekend for the most part. I fuckin cried myself to sleep last night, because I had way too much on my mind. The whole thing with Jenn is just...wow. I don't even know how to describe it ( Read more... )

TOO MUCH FUCKING DRAMA!!! I'm so fucking sick of being me! *growls*

I'm sittin here, chillin...eatin pizza n listenin ta music. Go Me! I'm hyper as fuck, lemme tell ya, coke n pixy stix kick ass! I'm in a good mood, which is somethin new for me. I want Nick ta get back online, I wanna talk ta him. N yeah. lol. I was gonna do da "Nick" post today, n yeah, I'm not...cuz, yeah. Prolly tomorrow. Not that anyone is ( Read more... )

I was gonna post, but I got busy with "Jenn stuff" n yeah...night kinda flew by. I was gonna do the whole "Nick" post, but yeah...shit's been goin on today...n yeah. So umm...I think...that I am going to bed. I have some things to do tomorrow...n if I don't go to sleep...I'll sleep all day. I'll try to get the "Nick" post in tomorrow or on Monday. ( Read more... )

We've been best friends for over 2 years now, so you should be the one person that I should be able to be completely honest and "up front" with. So that's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna put this shit straight to ya. If I hurt you, I'm sorry, but I'm not holdin this shit (or anythin else for that matter) in anymore, it's breaking me down again. I ( Read more... )

Basically, this post is a day in the life of me, complete with what I want to say but dont,n thoughts that no one else knows I think. Also complete with my sarcasm n smart ass remarks! I actually wrote this all day at school today. Started at 9:05 AM, n I'm posting it now. It's rather long ( Read more... )

Lying, what could be worse? I just fucking love when people that I give my heart to, just fucking tear it apart. It's the greatest feeling in the world. *note the sarcasm there* But yeah...had some down days last week.....REALLY down...to the point where, I had someone ask me if I was cutting...and someone else actually check my arms. That made me ( Read more... )