I haven't been on this damn thing in forever! Ha ha! Guess it just lost its appeal! But I figured what the hell I'm sitting at school waiting to go to my next class so might as well! Well I offically started college.... going for the RN program. In all honesty its not what I want to do for the rest of my life... but I love people and I love ( Read more... )

Where to begin?? THere is so much to catch up on! I have met alot of new people... alot of new girls, and went through quite a few in order to find one that is right for me... but I found her! As far as my previous entry about "the boy" Brandon... lets just say I was severly depressed and lonely, maybe that doesn't seem like a rational reason to ( Read more... )

I completely forgot how much I love being single. I have met some many new people, it feels great! To be able to go out and just meet all sorts of people is so much fun, and I forgot how much I have missed it. I've met several people that I could date, and definately would date... but I have become extremely picky! I'm not going to settle for ( Read more... )

I met someone... someone perfect for me in every way imaginable. Someone so different from anyone I have ever met, and the few flaws this person may have.... well I actually love those flaws. There is however one huge complication with the whole ordeal.... it's a guy! I honestly don't know how my feelings came about for him, but damn are my ( Read more... )

Weird changes are occuring... I am feeling emotions and desire's that are far from normal for me. I've have tried over and over again to chase them away but I can't do it.... actually I won't do it. I am begining to find out who I really am, and even if some things about me are unexpected I don't want to forget about them or try to ignore them ( Read more... )

I am so disappointed right now. So fucking disappointed. Last night me, Nina, Kimberly, hannah and of course big sis Jamie went out; we went to slicks to play pool and went to go get a tattoo. The tatto artist looked tired when we got there so we decided to come back on Sunday. Jamie and I are getting big sister, little sister tattoos....so ( Read more... )

So school is coming to an end, and I can not wait. I expect things to only get more difficult and my stress level to sky rocket, but I know it is going to feel amazing and be a major relief to have something behind me(high school). It also makes me somewhat nervous. I know what to expect everyday, go to school, go to work, it's very routine... ( Read more... )

So the new MUDVAYNE cd came out this past tuesday, and WOW! I think everyone should go purchase a copy of it... it is absolutely amazing. By far one of the best cd's I own, and I own alot. But then again I am a HUGE MUDVAYNE fan, so perhaps that's why. Anyway, so last friday I had a little get together at my house. Let's just say ALOT of shit ( Read more... )

REPEATING IN MY HEAD, BETRAYAL ( Read more... )

IN THIS HOLE, THAT IS ME, THE DEAD ARE ROLLING OVER ( Read more... )