Everything just seems so overwhelming. Like I can't grab ahold of anything ( Read more... )

Just when I thought I was finally done with the doctors and the tests and the procedures and more tests. They told me I don't have to come back anymore. That I'm normal again.

PLEASE just be something common and superficial.... please? I hate worrying that everything is going to stop.

Lucky in love. Lucky in life. Unlucky with my body.

I think I need to see a professional, but for now this will have to do ( Read more... )

I'm a bitch. It's official. I have a hate on for the whole world and everyone in it most of the time and it's driving me insane. I shouldn't feel like this. Normally I love everything and everyone and now the slightest comment, look, or action makes me want to punch people in the face and scream. It's not healthy, especially for the little fish ( Read more... )

Just when you thought she was gone, pop-bam ( Read more... )

So I've been so intensely busy I basically forgot that such a thing as livejournal ever existed ( Read more... )

Pretty gosh darn excited ( Read more... )

Today I completely rearranged and reorganized every item I have over here. Now every little thing has it's place in which to sit dormant and unused until the next time I need spacial revamping. Is this what life has come down to, constantly changing the order of things, but never changing anything? Am I the same person I came out here as? Maybe I ( Read more... )

I'm so very very very psyched to be going back home. 8 hours and counting!
So much planned.
I think my best vacation yet is going to be going to Calgary. How weird is that?
...and I wanted to get away fromt here so badly...??

I'm lost ( Read more... )