I was walking up to my condo right now and thought...wow, my life is totally different then it was six months ago. It's weird when life just naturally moves on. When YOU move on. I'm so at peace. Feels good.

I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I just wasted 3 and a half years of my life. And I even lost a best friend. I feel so blank about it all.

To be honest, the only thing I think this election really proved was how much people hated (hate) George Bush. What I found interesting was that many states that gave their electoral votes to the democratic party, also voted in republican senators...and truthfully the race was actually much closer than I thought it'd be. If McCain would have ( Read more... )

I knew it was coming...I was going to have to write sooner or later. It's all been bubbling inside me for weeks now...and today. I'm just so ready to burst I can't even explain it. However, I'm not gonna say anything. I'm going to continue to keep it inside, cause I seriously can't talk to anyone these days.

i want to get married.

ever mine. ever thine. ever ours.

i woke up really sad this morning...like just wrecked pretty much...i was crying in the shower and i felt just bummed out at the way things are going with a certain person. i was feeling sorry for myself and really thinking that things are just too different to ignore anymore. however, after about 20 minutes of sobbing, i stopped myself and told ( Read more... )

i hope, in the end, things work out for me.

after the last couple months, i think i just realized that i'm using paul. like i just seriously had some huge brain fart removed and it all became clear...i think i'm the one stringing him along. :/. i think last time he really tried to start to make a move and would have if i wouldnt have jumped up and said i had to leave because in my own head ( Read more... )

I am hoping that this week will give me some much needed clarity. I am going to use this week to its full potential and give myself some time to really reflect on myself and focus on the things that make me happy. I feel like I've lost an appreciation for some of those things in being so busy. Although things have been going really well, I think ( Read more... )

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