all i do is work now. which i dont mind because it takes my mind off of all my issues, which there are plenty of. i took $100 out of the bank to go shopping..bad choice. im now down to $85 in that bank..i have 2 banks..but $85 not good. Fourth of july weekend wasnt to bad, on friday saturday and sunday i worked..but sunday after work i hung out and ( Read more... )

If its already been the worst day of my life..like ever..i should make it be the WORST day i have all summer..right ( Read more... )

I am confused out of my mind.
i dont know what to do..
i..i dont understand what is going on..
i do what he tells me..and nothing happens..literally.
nothing..

i am trying..i really am..
theres nothing eles for me to do..
and i cant sleep with it on my mind all the time..
fuck!

and then i feel like i am being stalked..not cool. at all.

yup k so im pretty happy.
or atleast getting there.
i've been working a lot and basketball is up and going so that takes up a lot of time..coach resigned..hes going down to Detroit to teach..so..were coachless.

um..i love summer its a great time..
dont want to go back to school..ever..

love you.

funniest thing ever.

me talking with my sister on the phone. while she was drunk.
(in the backround)
Ben: Are you talking to your sister.
Lindsay: Yeah.
Ben (to some dude): Dude, her sister is like 14 but she is hot as hell.
Lindsay: she not 14 shes 17.
Other guy: Damn almost leagal.
Ben: step off i claimed that already.

i think i have been pushed away from my friends.
it seems i am always out of the loop in jokes and stuff.
and unwanted. its sucks..i dont know if i did something wrong..or if i am just be over-reactive with it all..
its probablly not even a big deal.

on a brighter note.
Gastby..haha

i didnt know any other way to let this all out.
i HATE my life. okay. i hate it.

i get home from soccer, eat dinner..and of course the subject of grades comes up with my mother saying howshe got an e mail from my algebra teacher ( math is my WORST subject too.) she first yells at me for getting a C- on my test..and for having a C in the class. and ( Read more... )

Whats up.
its been a long time since i wrote up in here
nothing happens..nothing exciting at least.
been laying low.

hate school with a fucking passion..i try ...still fail you know.

soccer starts soon..thats pretty amazing.
then umm.. spring break in like..16 days..
and schools out soon..

grrr

thursday i hung out with my love ( Read more... )

i love boys basketball season.
its amazing.
yeah brad!!! :]

Last night i went to the game with Kristy.
then went to brittanys and spent the night there..
second friday in a row!! i love her.

Go snowboarding next weekend! should be lots of fun..

Spanish stuff..going to be fun!! all of it.

gosh things are good. kinda i guess.