ok new journal is ugly but up. i added most of you, so check your friends lists and add me back cause from now on this journal is doneee.

ps- if i didn't add you, please don't think i hate you. either i forgot or you just don't update a lot or i just forgot or... something. anyway add me if you'd like.

byebye [for real]

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this journal is getting old and the memories tied to it are a bit rusty.
it's time [finally] for a new journal.
i'll add you guys :)

goodbye lilstarlight
hello new journal

hi so i've been internet deprived recently because my wireless doesn't work or at least the wireless i'm mooching off my neighbors is now failing me and it sucks. so yeah ( Read more... )

How to Impress ( Read more... )

Philippians 3:13
...but one thing I do: Forgetting the things which are behind and stretching forward to the things which are before

Hebrews 12:2
Looking away unto Jesus, the Author and Perfecter of our faith...time to forget and look away. that doesn't mean just bury under other things, it means to really FORGET and look AWAY ( Read more... )

its 2am and i guess i'm realizing that i'm leaving tomorrow for la though not for good but leaving and leaving it is. i feel panicky, like someone's tearing me away from the steady ground and flinging me into a deep and dark pit like alice fell in wonderland except i'm afraid this won't be wonderland. but somehow i need to let go and tumble down ( Read more... )

today was my last day interning at the optometrist's place for this summer. dr harano didn't know but she surprised me with a going away gift. i was SO excited.


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thanks you guys for everything. support, calls, talks, listening, visits, texts, comments.

<3

i feel like i'm dying.
it would be nice to just drop into coma now and feel nothing.

all this time and i feel like nothing good ever came out of it. all the work and i feel like we lost everything anyway. did we salvage anything at all from this?

i wish i could sleep forever.