So tonight was a rollar coaster of all nights. Man what a crazy trip. Never thought that someone could interpret me so badly. But that does raise the question, how much of that is really true. I use to think that I was a pretty decent guy, friend and all that... but apparently to someone I'm not. Now the alcohol did play a role in this, but how ( Read more... )

I close my eyes ( Read more... )

Your subtleties ( Read more... )

I'm here, wide awake again ( Read more... )

Love love love love love love ( Read more... )

yup, that's it... Happy New Year. May this one be better then the last.

Ever feel like something you did was for a different reason then you initially thought? You did this unintentionally ofcourse but its how it worked out? Like the whole fate idea. well it was weird, the day after I get back home from Davis, I see her best friend at Jamba Juice. Ok, kinda odd, but whatever. That same day, I see her sister at the ( Read more... )

1. When is the last time you held hands with someone ( Read more... )

1. Will you be looking for a new job ( Read more... )

So I relized what was ultimatly missing from the entire picture... mom. I do miss waking up and the first thing I hear is good morning, or merry christmas or happy birthday from her. Last night was the first time I could hear her voice since she passed, and it was very kewl. This morning when I woke up I couldnt,... I'm sure I will again soon.