ahh, on the eve of a big finals day. this is where I'm gonna make it or break it. good luck to me I guess... I'm studying hard, I just hope that everything works out.

so I have experienced that soul searching happens to be the hardest and most time consuming task. it is so fustrating to feel like you have settled on a decision just to rethink it 30 mins later. I believe its because I settled on it rather then accepted it. I feel that there is just so much more left that it cant possibly be the end. like, ( Read more... )

good ending toa roller coaster day. dc dinner, bowling, ice cream and superman returns.

haha! it still works, doing a lot of good exercise still pulls you out of those downers. not to mention a good lil friend to keep me company while doing the first, but still... btw he is a great first year despite many first years being douche bags.

its a weird and awful feeling, where it actually feels like something is on your chest. what a great way to start the day.

damn, I hate these long nights... they just drag and especially when you have something to say but no one to say it to, or the person who you would say it to just doesnt care anymore. all I hear in my head is certain songs (usually slower in pace) and just flash backs of those great times. That is why you're back in my life. A release, an output ( Read more... )

"started college and became single" happen to be exciting for someone in september... bummer... I need time to hurry up and get to the next good spot in my life. I see it evolving, but it needs to happen, I'm tired of this state. I'm tired of feeling my past. I'm... tired of it all. People say that someone like me needs to just move on. Its that " ( Read more... )

So as you can see the old LJ style has changed a wee bit and I can say, it looks pretty kewl.. ya ok so I'm ending this long night and I'll end it with this ( Read more... )

Here it comes, the beginning of the big week... so many things swarming my mind... ugh to all of them

... ya, it was a good night... not "sucessful per say" but fun... good way to get ready for finals week... hope there are better times to come.

ps I promise that a big entry is to come... I'm just not in the right state to write one right now.