I'm excited. I've been slowly piecing together my original fiction stories. I'm trying a different approach to these. I normally just come up with a vague idea and make things up as I go. Once in awhile I would create a mini timeline of events that I want/need to go through, but this time is different. I've created a list of charecters and am ( Read more... )

I'm feeling extremely stressed out lately. Everything is happening all at once and I'm struggling not to disappoint anybody. I know that its impossible but it's what I've been trained to do. I'm trying to juggle my jobs, my school work, my extracurricular activities, my applications, my appointments, my stories, and everything else. I know they say ( Read more... )

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ahhh.. that was hilarious.

Anyways, Schools almost back and of course, I'm not ready for it. This year... i'ts the big one. I am terrified. I'm trying to finish off my stories so taht they wont be in the way. Once school starts, they will most definitely have to take the back burner. Everyone expects so much.

I feel empty. I expected to feel slightly accomplished after finally making a website for my stories/poems. Maybe it's this nonstop pace I've been going at for years. It's wearing me down ( Read more... )

I created a new website. It's still under construction but there's quite a bit of stuff up there already. Enjoy. now damn it. lol.

lilspy.wetpaint.com

I need to update my stories, create a website for them, and start on my original. Bleh. On top of this I've got my summer reading, work, and my slowly disappearing social life. I guess it's true what they say, "you can have anything you want in lie; as long as you're willing to give everything else up for it."

I've had so much fun so far. It's been extremely emotional and crazy. The people there are absolutely amazing (for the most part). It is fun and random. I am learning to pull out parts of myself that I have never been able to before (although I know they're there). I could see myself being friends with (just about) everyone there. The beds there ( Read more... )

So friday... hung out with Cyrielle, Jacob, Martina and Chrys. Went to Arby's and then the movies and hung out for awhile. It was a nice change ( Read more... )

haha read this!!!!! The Onion is amazing.


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So college.... I def. feel fucked.

So I'm walking from psych to chem (late) and this guy taps me on the shoulder. Guess what he tells me. Go on. Guess. "I wanna rape you."

wtf? I just kinda walked away. I guess it was supposed to be some kinda (messed up) pick up line bc after i walked away he tried to say something to get me to come back ( Read more... )