Well well well.....It's really funny writing on this again. I don't think my old friends use this anymore which is fine probably for the better. I still find myself in the same shit. I was just reading some of my other posts and it seems to be a lot of the same stuff I'm going through today plus a little more adulting ( Read more... )

god i hat posting on here but i really feel like i have to right now. i am furious right now. some people that i thought were my friends couldn't even write happy birthday to me. and it drives me nuts. fuck em

well.......everything is good. i love life for the most part. i'm not depressed like i used to be. always a good thing. i have a lot of good friends. honostly though i hate that once you're friends with a girl it basically won't ever change. i've recently realized how much i actually like a couple of the girls i hang out with or used to hang out ( Read more... )

well.......i haven't posted here in quite some time. don't remember the last time i did really. i really have the urge to do so though. i really am happy with life. i'm stressed for multiple reasons. but i have totally changed since the last time i posted. SLO has really made me such a better person. i am enjoying things instead of hating them and ( Read more... )

i'm not happy right now at all. i don't know why. actually i kind of do. but i have the life a lot wish they had but i'm still not happy. it sucks. i'm just growing sick of the way i am and i don't know how to change it. the only time i'm happy is when i'm working out. or at a sporting event. i forget all ( Read more... )

so pretty much i'm writing to vent right now. can't sleep because i'm pissed off. i absolutly love when you have plans to hang out iwth someone and everytime she bails on me and i mean like whatever dude if you don't want to hang out fuckin tell me or ignore me when i text but don't say yeah for sure call me and i call and you make up fuckin hella ( Read more... )

i really just had the erge to write on this thingfor some reason right now. not many people come on anymore. lol. well anyways life is great right now im a much happier person. i'm much more outgoing and have a lot more confidence in myself. college life in SLO i'm in love with. weekdays consist of school and workin out a lot and weekends consist ( Read more... )

jesus christ dude i don't know why i do this to myself i have a great night with someone and im getting pretty sure a girl likes me then one little thing the next day and i think the exact opposite i think that she doesnt like me at all. i don't know why but i always seem to do this. it's probably happened with the last three or four girls i've ( Read more... )

ok i'll start negative and finish positive on this one. try to switch it up ( Read more... )

i really wish one time i make plans. just one time. that they actually happen for like the past fucking month every fucking plan i've made hasn't happened. i seriously hate it. i really am starting to think that no one really likes me as a person cause honostly everytime i try to either hang out, make a plan for beer pong, etc everyone either ( Read more... )