so im up at mom and dads till tommorow (waahoo!!!). anywho, i threw a fantastic party saturday night and everyone had a great time and met new ppl.....which i always love. to bad,. max decided that he was gonna walk home when he was shitfaced...umm can we say scary!!! bah. my freind from hs, kristin, came down and she had a blast...which always ( Read more... )

Copy and paste and send. If you've seen more than 70, your a movie whore ( Read more... )

you may ask, what could possibly be the four letter word of death, and its quite simple..LOVE! bahaha. i realized why i had to be alone this summer, all three reasons were valid, true, and very needed. my new goal for the summer is to start breaking one of my habits....aka pushing ppl away. whenever someone gets to close to me, i get scared. i ( Read more... )

mmmmmmmmmmm smashing pumpkins...yeeup thats what im listening to right now....while i wear my billy corgan and bald eagle shirt (it was a xmas gift from hs) anywho, here is my deep thought for the day:

there is a reason why some people from your past never make it to your future. do not question why, or regret that they were in your life. INstead ( Read more... )

WEll im at mom and dads for the weeknd (i got off that fucking island w/ the STU-pid tourists) which is nice. I've put a lot of things in a different perception lately, of what matters to me and what doesnt. I realized that if I dont wear my promise ring w/o full conviction and passion then I should not wear it all. I;m remebering now hwat ( Read more... )

(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex ( Read more... )

so apparently jess is really worried about me and i know she has her reasons. im sikc w/ something which is making me hard to breathe and sore throat and shit like that and she wants me to go to the dr (just she not realize that UTMB is a bunch of fucking quacks?!?!?!?!!) and then im kinda slipping back into my old habits (that deals w/ drugs) so ( Read more... )

i miss my maddes!!!! come home please!!!!!

why does my conscious feel soo heavy? i just got off the phone w/ the guy im "talking to" and i feel really guilty...any ideas? ...actually i think i know why, my past is starting to cetch up to me. i think im scared that i still will cheat i hate cheating, i really do, yet for some strange reason im really good at doing it or someting..and I HATE ( Read more... )

so orientation so far has been wicked fun. my group of freshman were entergetic, and sarcastic as hell so it was fantastic! i got my chem test back today...ack is all i have to say...i hate that man. i better fucking pass this class or ill be wicked pissed. so ive been doing some thinking lately and i think im gonna stay away from flings. theyve ( Read more... )