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Hey look. I got really really bored. lol. Check it out if ya want.

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Quick update..... I have a job now.... Working at Old Country Buffet. It isn't much but it is somethign until find something else. I am most likely moving out. Julie flat out told me she doesn't want to live with me anymore. So I'll give her what she wants. The apartment. I'll most likely be out before the new year. I have a few choices... Go to ( Read more... )

Well..... been forever since I have updated. There has been a lot of shit going on. I don't even know where to begin...... Let's see.... I'll just go over every little thing. heh ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to begin. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I can barely make it to school in the mornings let alone anything else of much importance. Grrrr. I hate feeling like this. And try and I will to try and change it, there isn't shit that can be done. I wonder what I'm doing with Dewayne. Nice guy, but tries to hard and I really ( Read more... )

Quick update. I went on my vacation. Had such a wonderful time. It was so nice to get away from everything here. And once i was gone my mind cleared. I was able to think and not feel like i had the weight of the world on my shoulders. It was great. I didn't do much while I was there. A lil sight seeing but mainly just being lazy. Watching movies ( Read more... )

Been a while since I have felt this alone. As though there is no one to talk to. No one I can trust with the words I speak. It's a horrible feeling. Feelings of lonliness. Feelings of having no one that understands you. Feelings that you have nothing. I know it isn't true. But the feelings still persist. I came to the conclusion that it is that ( Read more... )

Wow... talk about it being a long time. Sad how I barely have time to do shit anymore. >.< But one must make some sacrifices if they want to get anywhere in the world. Probably being pretty stupi about a few. I have so muh that i could rant and rave about, but really I don't remember all of it and I don't care to. My life is still a soap opera as ( Read more... )

Reality check..... >.< Dammit. Things right now are nowhere near where I pictured them to be a few years ago. I'm different myself. I was ok for a while there and i don't know where I started to switch around. To become the person I never saw myself as. Sure, I'm having fun, least most of the time, but I've lost so much for it. Why must I keep ( Read more... )

Quick update as I'll update more in detail another time. Moved into the apartment now. Just a few more things we need to get here. It's pretty cool. I like it. Had an.... interesting night...... If you wanna know then ask me and I'll tell. heh. But we're having a good time. Have internet set up here now so that's awesome. Single and enjoying my ( Read more... )