Life's a bitch. COuld be worse, but oh well. I'm not doing too bad I guess. Unfortunatly though I missed class today. My alarm didn't go off or something. Ended up sleeping until near noon. >.< My classes are boring as hell. Psych will be hard but kinda fun, soc will be awesome, math will be easy but a bitch to get through, drugs/alcohol is going ( Read more... )

Ouch.... That's all I can say.... Ouch. *shakes head* Life has its ups and downs though. Life's a bitch, and then you die. heh. I have next to no time now to do anything. I work 5 days a week as assistant manager. 60 hours each week. >.< Talking to the owner about a raise because I won't do all that for the amount of money I make right now. Trying ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a while..... I just don't fee like typing much anymore. But let's see..... My car is now fixed. I love Clay. ^.^ He's my new best friend. lmao. So that rocks. The car is signed over to me as well. I am now at Northtown IHOP working as manager. It's not that bad. Kinda nice to meet new people. Might be promoted to assistant ( Read more... )

Just thought I'd drop a quick update. I've gotten addicted to RWK again. Heh. I'm a very sad person. lol. But it's all good. Let's see... I work overnight tonight and tomorrow night and sunday night from 12-6am I am manager. Then I have a few days off as "vacation" which are really just days I'm taking off to go to day camp. lol. I love being there ( Read more... )

Yanno what.... For a bit there I thought I was going nuts. I didn't know how to feel really. But today at work I had to work with him for a while. And it hit me. I can do so much better then him and I deserve so much better then the guy. So life goes on and I'm ok. Actually, I feel really good because I know I'm better then he is. Never thought I'd ( Read more... )

I was supposed to work this morning, training to be a cook. But I called in last night. I really hate working mornings. heh. Probably a good thing I did such. I'm so out of it right now. It's like nothing feels real. I know it is, but it just doesn't seem like it. Maybe I just wish soo much that it isn't real. It's hard to believe that I've never ( Read more... )

My life = soap opera. heh. Long story. Maybe I'll tell ya later. Life has its ups and downs but I'll get past this just as I have my other obstacles. In other news... Went paintballing last friday.... Got shot point blank in the neck. Clay feels so bad. Heh. But I'm alright. Hurts like a bitch but it's healing. I am cooking this week at work, just ( Read more... )

*smiles* I'm gonna be ok. I can feel it. Not sure what really did it, but yeah. I woke up this morning and I didn't feel tired. That hasn't happened in who knows how long. Talked to Jackie today. Will probably go see her for a bit before I have to go to work and I called Luke too. Haven't talked to him in a long time. I've missed his dorkyness. ( Read more... )

I'm off in a little bit to get a crap load of things done. Maybe I've found my motivation again? We'll see. I dunno. I don't come onlione often anymore, which kinda sucks because a lot of people I only talk to online. Hum.... I've had a lot of time to lay down and think about things in my life and I'm finally going to do something about some things ( Read more... )

I know.... I'm not online much anymore. It seems that the harder I try to bring myself out of this damn hole, the worse off I am. I don't really talk to many people and it annoys the hell out of me. I just can't find my motivation to do anything. I did go to the beach on friday though. Burnt my face up pretty bad, but I had fun. It's slowly turning ( Read more... )