Tired.... sick.... annoyed.... confused. Here I go again with a million emotions going on at one time. I thought my cold (Or whatever it is) was getting better, but has only gotten worse. My cough sounds much worse and this mroning I woke up with a red eye and it's still red. >.< I don't know what the frick is wrong with me. Driving my friend to ( Read more... )

I play manager tomorrow from 6am to 6pm. Probably should go to bed huh? >.< Except I can't sleep. Not sure what I'm going to wear tommorrow either. heh. That sounded a little too girly for my liking. I'm still sick but it's getting better. Now it's just a pretty bad cough here and there and my throat is dry. I sit here staring at the computer ( Read more... )

I have to start getting ready for work in just a bit. But I woke up and figured it best if I get online and type a little bit. I know I haven't talked to many of you very much. And for that I apologize. As I've said before, there is something wrong with me that I can't quite but my finger on. I know I have a bit of depression and I'm trying to get ( Read more... )

Not going to update much.... I've come down with a cold. >.< My throat hurts pretty bad and I have to manage for 12 hours. Great fun, huh? Damn job of mine. Went to The Bird last night.... didn't have much fun though because David was there too and he was being all stupid and acting like I was his girl. Oy. So I've decided to only go to the club ( Read more... )

You Are an Espresso
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I hate my job.... seriouslly... there is always some sort of drama going on there. But I haven't the motivation to find another job. >.< Something is wrong with me. I know there is, but I can't put my finger on what it is. It's annoying me more and more everyday, because it's like I can feel it, but can't tell what it is. TOmmorrow I work for 4 ( Read more... )

Part Expert Kisser


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Happy 4th of July everyone. ^.^

I like to go back and read what I had done a year prior to this date. Not a good idea on my part... But how it goes. Anyways. I did come across a promise I made that I had almost forgotten about. I've thought about breaking that promise to myself more then once. But I haven't yet, and just reading it makes me want to stay true to it even more. I ( Read more... )

I know I don't update lately.... I'm not myself lately. I figured out what is was that snapped, what felt like I was missing. Me. I realized that as much as I tried to make myself believe that I had found myself, I really hadn't. I don't know who I am. Sure, I know the person I wanna be, but thats completely different. I feel so lost and I'm also ( Read more... )