ive been spending every single day of the weekend for the past 3 weeks with mike britt and jason. its fun. but sometimes i have no time for myself. i dont have homework time or time to clean my room or time to spend with my family. last night was the first weekend night that we didnt hang out. i cleaned my entire room and it makes me happy. i slept ( Read more... )

last night was soo much fun. i went to point pleasant with mike jason luci court katie and kevin. i like mike sooo muchh. hes just amazing. the car rides were actually the best time of the whole night. mike and jason actually listen to almost all the same music as me and luci do, so the four of us were all singing and it was so cute. after that ( Read more... )

ive been talking to mike for the past couple days and he is basically perfect. like i cant even explain it. i hope everything works out tomorrow. we are going to dinner and then to the movies. i really like him. i dont wanna talk to anyone else. he makes me giddy like a 5 year old on christmas. i got butterflies for the first time in awhile and i ( Read more... )

classes started today. my health class is fine. my english class makes me want to kill myself and my sociology class was fine. i like the comfy computer chairs in the class. uhm i hung with court and luci after class smoking like 3453 ciggs in courts car just talking about life and shit. we were talking about boys and of course matt. likee i really ( Read more... )

i hung out with luci last night. it was fun. the usual us driving around to nowhere venting about a bunch shittt. i had a dr appt yesterday for my band dr and he wouldnt adjust the band til he knows whats making me so sick. he sent me down to the lab to get tests done so hopefully that will tell me whats wrong. matt might come to the poconos with ( Read more... )

so i proceed to sit here and watch mackenzie destroy everything she gets her hands on. shes throwing lincoln logs across the room and all her fake kitchen food/stuff everywhere. she tore apart disney movies and pissed on the floor because i didnt do waht she wanted me to do. can i remind everyone that she is 2 years old. i dont even wanna know what ( Read more... )

ive been sick for the past couple days. i get these stabbing pains in my stomach and start crying. my head is pounding at almost all times. i havent slept through a whole night in a couple days. everything i put in my mouth goes right through me. blahh. im so tired all the time and i just want to feel better. i bought the pink blackberry curve on ( Read more... )

i felt guilty that i didnt tell gary that i still have sex with matt on a regular basis. so i told him and he was completely cool with it. like it freaked me out a little. he acts like he likes me but who knows. i dunno you just dont call someone hun babe darlin sweetie and things unless your into them. at least in my opinion. waittttt... he legit ( Read more... )

dominican was lame as hell. i thought about matt the entire time. literally. every couple that i saw there reminded me of him and i was surrounded by couples every single day. i had this horrible dream there. i thought it was real to the point of calling up the people and asking them about it. i was so stressed about it. eh whateves. i got woken up ( Read more... )

me and matt hung out on monday. it was so so so good. everythings been going to well with him that i like dont know what to do with myself. we layed on my bed for a while just talking about everything and being happy and things. at 1 in the morning we ended up going for a ridee and getting high and sitting in front of my house for 2 hours just ( Read more... )