im really confused right now. ive had a really hard time decided whether or not im gonna cheer this year. its just not fun anymore. its all work and no play. i just feel so stressed when im there and i feel out of place. but im afraid to quit in case i miss it and get fat from being a bum and completly wasting away from not exersizing. i figured ( Read more... )

so i go to california soon...im excited and sad at the same time..cuz when i get back that means cheerleading and not as much jacko:( :( :( but its been fun. work is basically over cuz the y pool closes for a bit and so i cant work there anymore its sad cuz ihad fun with everyone.. we got along really great. hopefully ill get to work wiht them ( Read more... )

okay so get this. my dad forces me to invite jack over, so after pop warner we go to my dads houes and he tells us oh elyse is having all her friends over. she watns u guys to play with her. so we obey cuz we have no other choice. and then my dad fuckin leaves the house. so me andjack are forced to stay down there with all of these crazy girls ( Read more... )

lets just recap my life. haha oh right a joke.; my family is falling apart and everyone hates one another. GET ME OUT OF HERE ( Read more... )

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i hate colonie country club. its sooo boring working like ruins my life i dont even want the money thats how bad it is. it like makes u delusional. soo what else have i been up to..ohhh right NOTHING i see like jack umm an hour everyday.. it sucks i hate it....so im tryin to get friday off so i can see him all day since its needed ( Read more... )

jack goes to florida tomm...he told me TODAY he was going. so now i really am depressed. like i odnt htink i would mind THAT much, but i have been having a really upset lately and needed someone to be there for me. and hes the one thats been there and now hes just leaving. and i got nobody ( Read more... )

...i think im depressed again

my mommy got let go of her job, and now she wants to move so she doenst have to worry about working right now, but that means...ill move to an itty bitty house # 8. i dont wanna move again. i like my house. if she moves, im moving out. i cannot live in an apartment or small house. im sorry i sound bratty but i cant live in a small house i never ( Read more... )

...last entry..u should void i really over reacted its not true so dont even ask its stupid..(i wish there were smilies so i could do the embaressed face righ tnow)