so its been an extremely LONG time since i've been on here. thanks to arnie i've finally gotten on here. everything has been absolutely AMAZING lately. ive been sooo happy ever since i've been home. i feel closer than ever to all my friends. i have an almost boyfriend. we're together without the title, basically. im going to see him today :) ( Read more... )

ok well its been a while.. i guess i'll write a bit now.. uhm.. got back from jenn n ricks house on tuesday.. its friday. it was ok up there. i'd prefer not to go up there again. anytime soon at least. tuesday night kati slept over.. oh mann what a night. wednesday mom went on vaca and i babysat mariah. got $20 for it. mom gave me $20 on top of ( Read more... )

havent written in a long time. well a lot of shit happened.. uhm.. me n timm have been going out....... 6/5/05... i love him so much. he treats me like shit a lot but i look past it. i guess its not so good but thats what i do.. ive been working at the denville diner on the weekends with vanessa and its amazing. i love it. my mother hates timm. i ( Read more... )

starting friday during gym class... we are all outside playing softball (i was in outfield) and i see this blue kinda colored pick up truck pull up right by where we were playing and it looked like someones dads truck i know... well it did end up being them. it was brian (leonard) and mike (kelly) they had come to the school early to meet up with ( Read more... )

uhm... been almost a week since i updated. uhm... what happened... friday becky slept over and timm slept over matts (which is downstairs from me) and timm called me at 745am on saturday and i wanted to kill him but they i went downstairs and has a ciggarette with him. then...that afternoon, becky when to her dad's and kati came over and then ( Read more... )

yes everyone, for the first time, in a long time, im happy. truley happy. not "oh look free food" or some gay shit like that or something. i have what i want in life. and its not like im happy for a day. its an ongoing thing. i have the best friends in the entire world. i never thought i would have ppl this close to me and actually always be there ( Read more... )

i have to be the boredest (yes that is now a word) on the face of this planet right now. ive been sitting in my house for the past 2 days doing absolutely nothing! im bored off my fucking ass! i stayed home yesterday cuz i was bored and it was ok cuz mom lemme go out later on but then i felt like shit last nite and this morning and she almost made ( Read more... )

ahh!! vava is my stalker! ......yay! teehee

so this weekend was madd crazy. friday night becky, timm n jamie slept over. that kinda sucked cuz timm n jamie were douches. except for the fact that they dressed up in my clothes and gave me n becky their boxers. haha. well saturday went better, after i got screamed at for timm eating all my food. oh, and my mom still wont talk to me cuz im ( Read more... )

last nite i didnt think that i was going to talk to him. i was so happy that he came on. but once i started talking to him it juss got worse. my pain got so much worse and i couldnt stand it so i put up my away msg and went away. at like 3 this mornin i couldnt stand the fact that i didnt talk to him or say bye to him so i really wanted to talk to ( Read more... )