I got the best image of my son yesterday! He looks like his daddy. it was a 3D image and once i can scan it, I will indeed post it. I wait.. this week.. the 4th we go to court to find out Anthonys fate for the next 3 months. I expect him to be there till June 25th, but i hope its much sooner than that. I really HATE being away from the old man. ( Read more... )

I feel him inside me. Moving like fluttering... hes my Flutterboy. My auntie sent me 500$ to buy me and him some stuff. I want to save 2 or 3 hundred of it and just spend like 100 on me and find out what he needs him and supplement him. I REALLY need to finish cleaning my room. I think i may start fixing up my moms nursery before i begin my own. It ( Read more... )

Sooooo... Antz has a wonderful habit of breaking beds. He did it to Denises (using me) and he did it to OURS (again, using me). And being Suplexed onto a bed doesnt hurt the person, but the actual bed itself ( Read more... )

so theres things for me to consider. I think... if hes not going to come home till June, Im going to give the apartment up. I can save money that way (about 500$ a month) so when he DOES get out, we can just get a bigger place. Its 10 days till i find out... im stressing....

Things are going. not really good, not really bad. a lot of intense things have happened in the last week ( Read more... )

I hurt. I hurt in ways i cant believe ( Read more... )

I bought a new shirt yesterday. it was black and white stripes (that made my butt look huge) but a little too loose at the bust, so i went back to exchange it for a smaller black and i run into Danielle, Sane, and Katelin. the ironic thing was i had kept wanting to go and visit her and was even going to go the other day i was there ( Read more... )

There was a time, a little over a year ago, where everyone told me not to. because i would end up pregnant and alone. they even said he wouldnt really love me ( Read more... )

I went to see my Mr. Pants yesterday. it was good. there were way to many things to say in a half hour. i was there from 2 till about 6. but i got to see him and thats all that matters. i also found out his court date, called his old mgr. she told me that he got paid cash, but she needs a writen letter from him to release his money to me. I got ( Read more... )

So i wrote a pretty good blog there on that "myspace" and of course it was deleted. fuck you my space. and fuck you Venezia's, Ricky and especially Blanca. She didnt feel that i was "helping" her on saturday. i never complain that shes rude and doesnt help. They had a talk with me in the office and ricky told me about 7 times that "this is not a ( Read more... )