once i got home at 2:30, i crashed out. i slept and didnt stir once. right before my alarm went off in my head, i was hugging Anthony, and he got an erection that poked me. so i grabbed it and.... ::ERRR-ERRRR-ERRR:: it was 9:10 am. so i went next door and called my mom for a ride. went back to sleep and woke up at 10 till 10. My mom had a ( Read more... )

O+ Thats my blood type. I found out He's a Boy. I saw him. And i cried! So i get the photos tomorrow. I want to post them everywhere. Ants is away for at least 2 weeks. so i dont know what happens after that. This is my boy:


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I said something stupid today. and i regret it with all my soul. I am now 3 weeks from seeing my lover again. and theres no reason i can think of that they would take him in again. I CANT UNDERSTAND IT!!
I miss him so much.
i called my mother in law, and we talked for a while.

Ive been coming home from work bitching about b.s.. I hope im over that. i need to do some... stuff. take care of shit. Im reading emmas entry and thinking "wow. i, myself, never really even knew what my future would look like. but some how i never thought it would be this." I guess i cant be let down or be proud of my self if i never had an ( Read more... )

i say i dont care. i say it because i dont know. i just have no idea what i am supposted to say or do or think or feel. then i told you that i have to consider new information to react in a proper manner. you told me that means i dont care. ... i think you may be right ( Read more... )

I finally got a new job. its nice ( Read more... )

So one of my really good friends gave me the shoch of my life yesterday ( Read more... )

i was trying to find that entry of emmas where she described the fight at Nathans house.

I have been trying to get another job. i have been bothered greatly. that new manager, Troy, is a sick little pervert and it makes my skin crawl. its sexual harassment. and yeah.

i gota go cus im getting cold and tired.

i went to see ants. they rejected me. have to go back after 3. gona get a sandwich, huuunnnngry!

moved tony and andrea in today.

I think i just renounced my job. for what it was worth, i had a lot of fun and some good times. scott left. francis is skeched beyond repair. and we have no other managers.
I really dont know what the hell comes next. my ants is in jail till thursday. fat tony and andrea are gona crash at our place. i talked to norma yesterday.

im gona go.