by the way, i made a new lj.
as in i will no longer be using this one.
anyone who cares to can add me at focusyour_audio

peace.

you know how when one phase of your life is over, and you feel like you're just about to start being happy again ( Read more... )

THIS WEEKEND CONSISTED OF ( Read more... )

a few months/weeks/days ago (i have zero concept of time lately, i don't know why) i posted this thing on my livejournal. one of those anonymous list/quiz things. but i still have NO CLUE WHO IT IS ( Read more... )

Choose the first 20 songs that come onto your playlist while under shuffle. Add "in my pants" to the end. List what you get ( Read more... )

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kg,

i wish i had never done anything with you.

that night has ruined my life.

i've lost 3 friends because of it.

and i had found someone who loves me, and now they're gone.

because of that night, i've been crying everyday.

i hate everything that happens everyday.

i see you with her and i want to jump off of the top of my goddamned school

and it's ( Read more... )

it's incredibly hard to see someone that you have feelings for not return them, especially when no one believes you.
i hate this. i want to cry all the time, i know that you people will put comments on this and say "fuck you" "whore" "liar" whatever you want. i don't care, say it.
i'm so confused. i wish that i had never seen that sunday.

dear red, (you know who you are ( Read more... )