i have decided that i do not believe in the BMI index anymore. it's all a bunch of bullshit. how can some computerized number cruncher tell me if i'm fat or not just by me typing in my height and weight. it doesn't take into account the fact that i run almost every day, that my legs are almost all muscle and the fact that muscle is much more dense ( Read more... )

i don't know why i even try sometimes. i really don't. i've come to realize that i'm probably destined to spend my life alone. not in a literal sense but at least relationship wise. i just have absolutley no luck with relationships at all. it's almost upsetting but then again i've gotten so used to it i really can't get that worked up about it ( Read more... )

just because i'm in that kind of mood, i just want to mention that when i went to the doctor's office on Tuesday (another UTI... fucking whoopie) the nurse decided she needed to take my weight and height because i hadn't been there in so long (because i'm supposed to have grown??) and i get up on the scale which is one of those old slider things ( Read more... )

i hate PMSing. and i know pretty much every girl in the world can agree with that statement. but i can honestly deal with most of the shit PMS brings, but the one thing that makes it unbearable is my emotional state. it seems like i have no control over it. sometimes i'll be completely fine, then others i'm an emotional wreck over what would ( Read more... )

i am in a mood today, not necessarily a bad mood, but certainly not a good one. i think a lot of it has to do with Zach being a total butthead. but i guess what can i expect from him after being gone for two weeks. i, of course, was under the impression that things would be able to go back to how they were before. and at first i thought they were ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i posted and normally that's because there's very little going on in my life to warrant a post, but tonight i have news. ZACH IS COMING HOME! i guess things really didn't work out with his sister in CA and he absolutely hates it there. he's hopping a plane tonight and he'll be back in VT by 10am tomorrow. Sam and I are ( Read more... )

anyone who knows me knows that i like my wine. my love of it developed in my later years at QU and i spent the majority of my senior year with at least one bottle of some kind residing in the fridge and keeping me company on my long nights spent awake with books. it's been a good friend and companion, and always cheers me up at the end of a long ( Read more... )

I must say that even though the whole "things happen for a reason" bit really kicked me in the ass recently with the whole Zach thing i still like to believe it's been said for a reason. and i think it's really been trying to prove it's point lately with the whole Claire finding her dream job thing and with certain songs coming on the radio when it ( Read more... )

Your Gemstone Says...


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What Your Sleeping Position Says


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