so i felt like doing some creative writing. so enjoy

I lay listening to the maddening thoughts that rush through what many would call my mind.
sometimes it seems just that; a mind, myself, who I am and I control the happenings in the blackness behind my eyes. But some moments the thing people claim is mine, the thing that some claim I control turns ( Read more... )

i've always known that people get testy and bitchy around the holidays. hypicirtically evil, when they expect the world to be a nicer place but they do all thats in their power to make it crappy. i say if you treat people crappily at any time you should get treated like crap. i hate how now people take the holidays as a time that retail people have ( Read more... )

so yesterday, when my foot was feeling a bit better and i could stand on it for a bit i took turns in taking all my pretty indoor cats out into the white puffy snow. first went mooky. now mooky is the male of the bunch and kept dashing to the door even after incountering snow the day before. so off into the snow we went. well as soon as he ploped ( Read more... )

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dreams ( Read more... )

oooo look look tomorrow is halloween!!! soo hyper!! only i have to do a TON of stuff tomorrow and get up really early. work at the day care, run off to the ortho, back to the daycare, drive mom to chiro, finish up dinner, set up the yard (-pout- have the pumpkins carved but my front yard is bare of sweet sweet halloween good-ness), help put make-up ( Read more... )

so last night i went down to Galey's Farm and enjoyed their Corn Maze of Horror and CarnEvil. though i was a little disapointed when i left the "scary" CarnEvil laughing at the last actors attemps to make us scream. though he did creep me out a little. i was also a little sad that i had insisted on going into the carn maze first, as we were unable ( Read more... )

well october is half over and i still haven't started my costume aside from designing it and mentally figuring out how i will try to make it. i did take a look at the Patch for alterable clothing, but no luck. lots of little kids stuff and Japanese/Chinese stuff. -sigh- i guess i'll just have to make everything from scratch... it won't to too bad, ( Read more... )

so it is October!! month of finding, creating and making costumes. This year i have expaned from just making mine. i will make uber cute costumes for all three of my cats, yes CATS! one for my nextdoor neighbour's oh so cute 2 year old, Super Baby will be seen this hallow'd eve. and i will, hopefully, create a costume for my sister, but that all ( Read more... )

so yesterday i went back to the doctor's and actually got a good doctor. he spent the time and talked to me and figured that my dizzyness and part of my nausia was do to a wax build up pressing against my inner ear. i thought that was kinda silly at first, but when some of the water he was using to flush the wax out got stuck behind the wax the ( Read more... )