hey..whats up..yah valentines day is the GAYEST holiday EVER. Unless you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend which i dont..even then it kinda sucks too cause its a weird holiday like whats the point? oy lol w/e i guess i would probly have a different opinion if i was in a relationship..unfortunately im not..dont ask cause i DONT want to talk about it ( Read more... )

" i have seen the others..and i have discovered, that this fight is not worth fighting.. "
-dispatch-

its 2 am .. ive been crying for the past hour straight now .. uncontrolably .. life sucks i guess i should have already known that lol .. w/e just gotta get back up and keep on walkin with my head up..

- broken -

okay..so last night was me and mikes on/off/on/off again 5 mnth anniversary...and guess where he spent it? lol at the HUGE NO's house haha whateverr dude..anyways im over it i just needed to vent. hmm today i felt like crap ALL day and i went to the nurse pale as a piece of paper about to pass out and cause she cudnt get a hold of my rents she sent ( Read more... )

okay so yah..i got accepted to like every college i applied too..which i most DEFINaTLEY wasnt expecting..so i should be happy right? wrong now im all confused cause i figured id get into one and thats where id go but now i actually have to choose...wow i just read what i wrote and thats pretty pathetic...idk its just idk where to go now like i ( Read more... )

hey..so yah i guess you can see from my other entry that people are really starten to piss me off lately but hey thats highschool for yah..lol anyways just wanted to say that im gonna start writen more often lol instead of every 4 months lol ly xO - lee

okay so yah its been a few months since i last wrote and a wholeee lotta sh*t has gone down..but yah the one thingi really need to vent about is how one of my friends has changed so much that it sickens me .. like i honestly dont know if i wanna be friends with her anymore..she puts her nose into everyones business and then goes i dont wanna be in ( Read more... )

okay...lets see, havnt writtin for awhile, i shud probably get back on top of things so i dont get so behind so whats been going on..friday - mike came over and he helped me put together this entertainment center thing so my dad wouldnt have to do it cause hes always loaded down with work and i wanted to give him a break...um saturday - was my ( Read more... )

haha wow..havnt written in here for a long a$$ time...thanks for reminden me julsbaby haha i love you! haha okay so fafa can go SCREWWWWWWWW himself.. literally haha im so over that kid .. plus i found some1 better.. :) ..he just stopped by actually haha well yah im a happy camper so its all good..my lance band broke today :( so i called my dad and ( Read more... )

Last Cigarette: extremely long time ago ( Read more... )

okay its sunday at 3pm..bored out of my mind..cleaned my room thats how bored i am..went out with juls last night stayed out til like 3:30am i think..went to caseys cuz he had ppl over..and juls had fun with the swifter haha o man well yah this weekend didnt have much in it..i worked a shit load..thats bout it..well got to go..ttyl love ya much ( Read more... )