Thinking, thinking, thinking....
I don't know what to think anymore.  So far I've done very little with my life in the last month and I'm very disappointed with the progression of things.  Truth is I've been ill for about a month which is causing me to have a poor attendance at school.  School that's something I haven't had to worry about in a while ( Read more... )

So I figure its best if I actually do something to get myself organized as opposed to talking about it all the time.  Today I put together most of the stuff for my bursary booklet including a long list of applications.  Gah that was annoying I seriously wish we didn't feel pressured into doing something in post secondary to get somewhere in life.

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I'm so glad I decided to go to college instead of university... I never would have gotten in. The provincial exam results came in and I'd have to say that I'm quite suprised.  I got 71% on my biology, which is horrible cuz I thought I did very well, and 65% on my english, which is a lot better then I thought I did, I was almost positive that I ( Read more... )

Only 17 more days to go now... I can't wait to see you babies all of you!  Time to go to Jasper then Red Deer! Wootness.

Filming today was fun, Jacquie and I are working hard to keep everyone entertained.  Well you have to make the daily annoucements a little more interesting then just reading them off of the paper.

Rawr... I'm hoping to hear ( Read more... )

I can't do this to myself anymore...if I take on anymore responsibilities I'm going to explode.  Literally I don't think my body can handle it anymore.  I need my sleep, my food, my home, my friends, my wow, my safety blanket and my sanity.  I need to get a real grasp on things and stop looking to the future for all of my answers.  I don't give a ( Read more... )

Alright so I wrote to exams today...I thought I was gonna slit my wrists for sure by the time I was done. It was brutal.  My english 12 provincial was ok for all parts except for the literary essay.  I hope I passed it, because if I didn't I think I might have to take english 12 again or at least do the rewrite in April.  The composition topic was ( Read more... )

Alright so now is the crunch time...I have my english 12 provincial on Monday at 9:00 and the annual grade 12 breakfast to boot just before it.  I then have my accounting final to write almost immediately after my english... oh sweet lord I hope that it doesn't take forever.  Next is my provincial for Biology...thank god for Samantha otherwise I'd ( Read more... )

As none of you probably are aware my bestest little buddy (well not necessarily little anymore) Stevie bought himself  a used car the other day.  Beth, is her name a gorgeous 92' Geo with a kick ass paint job.  We drove around town for almost 3 hours before she showed any signs of there being something wrong with the engine.  The sound plays in my ( Read more... )

I love Samantha Dawn Hamilton.  Without her always cheerful smile, I wouldn't be where I am today.  The immediate first thing she does to cheer me up, is sing this song to me.  Whether it be in person, in public, over the phone or even msn; she'll sing it to me just to see my smile.  You are awesome Sammys.  XD.

This song means the world to me, and ( Read more... )

Let's play pretend; just one more time, 
You know you want to; for all those crimes,
I love you to peices; don't you forget,
The happiness is there, but you lost your bet,

A release from the stress; tensions to hold,
The thought of your presence; distractions unfold,
You are my love, my life; don't give up, never surrender,
And now I have to let go; I am ( Read more... )