I can seriously say it's been awhile since i wrote in here. It's the time again where i'm really depressed and don't know what to do. I finished my first year of college, one more left there and then going to RIC. and i really can't wait for that. I'm going on two vacations in the month of June, one to Bermuda and one to Illionis, I need ( Read more... )

So I havn't wrote in this thing in forever.Not relly wanting to keep it up to date,but anyway school has started up again.woop woop....not.I get bored here pretty easily.I do all my homework a week before it's actaully due.Life has been pretty hard for me lately.Between how I feel now about someone whos been so close to me for so long to school.I ( Read more... )

High School is not offically done, but it will be on Wednesday when I take my last and only exam. I'm happy to be leaving but at the same time sad because I've meet some really amazing people along the way and I'm not ready to leave them yet ( Read more... )

School is done in four days.
Graduation is in eleven days.
And i still can't talk to the kid I want to.
Good-bye forever you.

Prom is two weeks away.
MxPx comes May 22nd. sweettt. and I believe i'm going with Kellen.
Warped Tour is Aug 9th. can't wait.
I missed out on Saves the Day last night wicked pissed, but hopefully they will come around again some time soon.

ugh god. today was so hard for me i went with my father to the hospital and waited in the waiting room until he chaged and he was given drugs.And I keep thinking to myself I don't want to see him in a hospital bed,just the thought of it made me cry.And sure enough when they called my name to go down and see him there he was laying in a hospital bed ( Read more... )

I'm on medicine now that makes me very depressed and angry. I watched 40 days and 40 nights today that movie is probably one of my favorites. if only more guys could be like that.

Last night was a well needed night.All my anger and everything that was built out from this week was brought out last night.I havn't moved my body like that in forever so now i'm pretty damn sore.But the highlight of my night was pushing 4 girls at the same time into the mosh pit,ha i loved it.I just got up on madd people last night...mmmmhhh ( Read more... )

My life sucks as of right now,actually it has sucked my whole life.everything has hit me so fast this week between finding out news about someone,having my heartbroken for the second time in my life,and everything that is going on with my family.There is never a day now when i'm freakin' happy and i hate it.I need Friday more then anything but I ( Read more... )

I got a lot of things done this weekend.Yesterday Jason and me went and got his tux for Prom.fun fun time.Today I did some of the service learning project the whole paper work.now all I have to do is the essay.I'm thinking about putting 2g's in my ear,but I just need money to buy them.But once I get there I think i'm done,cause i'm starting to get ( Read more... )