THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

alkdjflkajdsf. i can't handle this. i never could. i'm not strong enough and i'll admit it. i'll admit that i have and im not emotionaly stable. and today. i had another breakdown. all because i couldn't make this stupid card thing in school. i ripped it, crinkled it, adn threw it. my teacher took me out in the hall and talked to me, and i just ( Read more... )

Alannah,   y  -  o  -  u
that's  all  you  got,
THATS ALL YOU NEED.

the words just won't come out.....

why am i holding on to someone that everyone hates. becuase they say he treats me badly.
but i can't let go. you don't understand, so don't even try.

...ha... we were on the phone, and we were getting ready to say goodbye. and.. i was like.. kay. Lo..............uh. bye. he's like WHAT?!.. and i was like.. nothing! i ( Read more... )

HELLO.

i just don't know what to do anymore.
i can't do this anymore.
all we do is fight.
i hate it.
but i can't let go.
and neither can he.
he says we're done everytime we fight.
but ... the truth is... it's never over....

so tonight we got in a fight.
and his friend was supposedly on his sn::
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cory's friend (11:03:21 PM):  you dont care about ( Read more... )

You're right; I guess I do need to do some thinking. And well, these past couple days, where all you and I do is fight, I can't do it anymore. It upsets me too much. I haven't eaten normal since we started, my stomach is always upset. I always feel like crying. And when I’m driving, I just have the urge to go really fast, and then jerk the wheel, ( Read more... )

[you] [can't] [fight] [fate]
whatever happens, happens.

i believe that everything happens for a reason.
people change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right,
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together.

i'll make it,
just because
everyone
said that i 
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Well, i guess i was just meant to ruin things. I always do. I make mistakes. And i don't know if this was a mistake or not? I mean, i love the kid to death. But, i guess we just, i don't know. He still loves me with his everything. And i just, i need space, and time. In the end i'll realize that i made a mistake, but i don't want to keep him ( Read more... )

i believe that everything happens for a reason.
people change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right,
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together.

i found this, and i'm listening to it...