I haven't updated in a really long time. The other day i was on my facebook and saw the link to this journal and (having not even read it in a longgg time) i realized that one of the only things keeping me happy then was Ishmael, even though i barely knew him at all then. I realized i only ever wrote in this when i was unhappy, and that that's ( Read more... )

Things i love right now: pizza, Mario Kart, Brandon Patterson, dads that smoke marijuana, finishing 15 page papers at 2 a.m., getting days off from work, not wearing a bra, Hydrocodone, wine, Wario Ware, cheese, Italy, and the new boy who works at the Cascades ( Read more... )

I'm just sooooo over life. Everything. Boys. Columbia County. Work. And i'm not trying to be all cynical and "i hate life"ish, i'm just being serious. It's not important to me anymore, i'm past it, above it. I realize there is nothing i can do to make things go the way i want them to, everything always turns to shit, but hey, that IS life. ( Read more... )

I'm just sooooo over life. Everything. Boys. Columbia County. Work. And i'm not trying to be all cynical and "i hate life"ish, i'm just being serious. It's not important to me anymore, i'm past it, above it. I realize there is nothing i can do to make things go the way i want them to, everything always turns to shit, but hey, that IS life. ( Read more... )

[1]. Do you miss anyone right now? yeah ( Read more... )

I don't think i've ever disliked myself so much in my whole life ( Read more... )

1. Do you like anyone?: yup ( Read more... )

Generally, on the whole, i've been pretty happy for the past week, but today was a different story. I don't know why, i just woke up (wanted to keep sleeping of course) and i didn't want to be at work from the moment i got there. It's soooo physically exhausting working there, my back and feet hurt horribly at the end of every day, and i don't ( Read more... )

-So i just went to the dentist and they took a look at my gross ulcerated inflammed gum did some x-rays and he basically said that i definitely need to get my bottom two wisdom teeth removed, and that i should just get the top ones out anyway just in case i end up needing them taken out later on down the road. Bring on the painkillers and time off ( Read more... )

So i talked to Carolyn, now i sort of have a somewhat schedule for this week ( Read more... )